With lockdown measures beings increased again I know this is going to mean the end of face to face sessions again. I can’t keep doing this, I need reliability and consistency and right now everything is f***ed up because of this virus. I am so angry.
I just need someone. Someone who cares. I want somebody to wrap their arms around me and hold me whilst I sob and there is nobody that can do that, and even without Covid I know that would violate boundaries. I’m so alone and right now I don’t want to stay in a world that is so messed up. I want to email you but what would be the point? You can’t stop what I feel.