There are resources here in terms of articles.
How to Cope with Tragedy and Loss

Sudden Death of Loved One Can Trigger Psychiatric Disorders

Coping with Grief | Psych Central

There is also Ask the Therapist

And there is a sponsored website that offers therapy https://betterhelp.go2cloud.org/aff_...6&source=forum I do not know what their rates are for therapy.

You might also google to see if there are support groups in your area that deal with grief or contact local hospitals or your insurance company. Hospitals in my area offer 8 week courses in grief. With Covid19, not sure how those are available.