Thank you! Want to hear something funny? An internet search on CPTSD brought up those articles, which is how I found the forum! I'm so happy that somebody actually took the time to write back! It's good to know that I have a place to vent without judgement. Things are definitely going better since his last online therapy session (it focused on enmeshment). He has started going for hikes by himself, and giving me room to breath. Hiking used to be his greatest love, and he hasn't done it for years. I'm starting to find my old self again with the free time. We clearly will be better for each other once we start taking care of ourselves!