Haven't written for a few days, l have moved into a flat, alone. Went home to pick some things up and l find myself back to the horrible beginning. My ex wife has completely moved on, 6 months and she doesn't even engage in conversation, nothing, nothing, nothing. It has hit me harder than anything else l have encountered. But yet my wife has the rest of her life planned out. Do l want to live or die..... I don't know. I have lost everything.