Another absolutely horrible day for craving alcohol, I've been going out of my mind wanting to drink. But I've made it through the day, and the liquor stores are now closed and I can't be bothered to clean myself up enough to go to a bar so I'm safe.

I actually resorted to calling some friends and the distress centre to make it through, which is huge for me in terms of new coping strategies. So that's a positive I guess. Didn't resort to si either even though that was also really tempting.

Some days I just hate my life.

splitimage