I always try to be nice to my coworkers but the gal i work with the most can be so mean. she criticizes me all the time needlessly. I wish I could find another job but the thought of going through more interviews makes me cringe. it took me 18 interviews to get this current job. ack.. anyways, I am glad that I can at least vent over here. what kills me is I am hurting myself by feeling bad. she could not care less.