I'm in need of help. I'm almost crying while typing this. I have an online best friend and they are always talking about their other friend on Twitter they have their name on their location and website. I feel so worthless and never enough for them even though they say I'm their first one, I think they're lying, I think the other friend is better than me. They have my name on their WhatsApp about and we have matching pfps and lock screens but yet I think the other one is better and this is tearing me apart. what should I believe in?