I feel so often that I have to fit myself into a neat little box just to feel safe and comfortable with myself. If I’m not in this box I feel chaotic and ungrounded. I had been using personality disorder for years to find myself in a box, but it turns out I can’t be consistent on that. And I’m untypable in the MBTI. So I did the best thing for me and I left the community altogether and decided that I’m too different and uncommon fo be typed, and that’s okay. For some reason, this whole time I thought trying to be in a box would make me feel better about myself, but in reality setting the box on fire and watching it burn feels so much better