I am having an extremely hard time writing this in a short post
When I was young I was extensively energetic and I still am, I excel in a workplace and have in every job I have had. The only issue is I feel a wall of sorts when I want to do things like commit to scheduled labor or hangout with people(Of course there are plenty of other applicable situations I see daily involved in my sub-minds lack of desire to participate). I have worked four jobs and been self employed after dropping out of the 12th grade(which supported me for about a year and took place between my first and last two jobs.) Am I lazy? for my lack of employment and social interaction for about a year now?