I feel quite terrible - That's it. That's all I can explain it as.

My old psychologist/psych nurse was really good with me and my drug use. He said "You can't just keep taking things because you don't like the way you feel".

And years later it's the same thing. So I'm gonna try and only take my meds and ashwagandha for a month - No abuse of my meds, taking other drugs, etc..