Please do not give yourself a hard time Kaylynn. I have been in a similar boat for some time now. Although pornography (i.e. watching people have sex) does little or nothing for me, I do have many other sexual perversions. I have a thing for going on porn sites and chat rooms and sharing indirectly sexual fantasies with others. Although I have zero desire to act or any of these fantasies, I feel it is beside the point, and I want to get clean, so to speak. I have a number of issues which are doing servere harm to a relationship I am in at the moment - I am undiagnosed Adult ADHD which makes focus and concentration extremely challenging - especially doing simple things like housework, finding a job, disciplined eating, paying attention to my girlfriend's wants and needs etc, so very difficult. I am told that I am an evil person as I have an extremely bad habit of telling lies, which I have done for many years, and now it has spiralled out of control and has put the relationship on the finest of threads.

In short, you are not alone. Be strong, love yourself - the storm always passes.