Has anyone else experienced similar? I realised recently that I have often mistaken a high level of anxiety (which often turns into a depression/anxiety cycle) for excitement associated with liking another person.
The anxiety levels can vary, and the depression follows almost like a “come down” from a high - you could describe it as mood swings in a way. When I’m in the depressed stage, I feel numb and it’s difficult to do stuff.

The depression doesn’t always happen. I’m usually OK when I know there’s no chance of anything happening between “us” (e.g. gay guy, relationship has to be kept professional, etc).
I’m not experiencing any of this right now, thankfully, but I’ve only ever come across maybe three other people, online and in real life, who have experienced similar symptoms - and that’s after several years of looking and asking specifically!

It would be great if anyone could offer some insight, or even just share similar experiences.