I'm just done, I don't want to fight anymore, not with ED, not with bp, not with psychosis. I'm just done I want to just sit down and cry but I can't. How can I think it was okay to pass this on. My H made a comment about one of my psychotic episodes. I'll I want to do is purge. get my meds out of my system. It's just a really bad head space day for me.