Well, I did end up cracking and my mental health and confidence took big hits. That’s unfortunate because I need to be strong mentally going into winter. My confidence took a hit because my daughter pointed out a limiting belief I have that if I just try harder or work harder, I can do it all. To release that belief terrified me. I can’t work hard enough to make it magically ok. That shook me.

After this dark night of the soul, I believe I will come out stronger, with more realistic expectations, more confidence and a modicum of peace. It’s just making it through the discomfort and terror.

Hugs to all.