I have someone in my head that is more mindful lately. He says "Do this when you're finished this, do that, do this".. It helps..

I'm a long ways away from ever realizing true wisdom - It's like I need to go BACKWARDS.. and learn everything backwards.. Or I'm just normal and everyone figures things out like I am now..

So it's like - "No you have to realize THIS" and I'm like "Ah ok I understand..".. And it's just a thing that we're going though.. Like cattle.. What happens in the end? Well I suppose it's like waving your hand through a fountain of water.. Your hand is wet and that is life....

Don't mind me.. Carry on...