I've been on Zyprexa for just over a month - but I was also on it from April - June. Back in June we went off Zyprexa and tried Invega, but around that same time was when I spiraled out of control and became highly suicidal. So...I'm back on the Zyprexa.

She is weaning me off it now, from 10 mg down to 7.5 then 5 then 2.5 then 0. Hopefully I am okay without it.

I also had high blood glucose in the hospital, twice. I'm really scared about diabetes, since my dad has it and I'm so much overweight. I'm over 200 pounds and only 5'4" tall.

I really am trying, but my appetite is so huge it's hard to stick to any diet plans. I'm also a binge eater and that has been out of control recently.