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Jul 19, 2018 at 08:07 PM
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I made it 7 days!!! Now for 11, one more than my best so far.
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Jul 20, 2018 at 05:46 AM
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Jul 21, 2018 at 12:08 AM
#163
I made it 9 days then caved.
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Jul 21, 2018 at 07:21 AM
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Hi guys! Sorry for the lack of updates. Things have been pretty stressful around here. Just trying to cope day by day. Today is my 3 months though!!
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Jul 21, 2018 at 08:06 AM
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congratulations jess!!!!!!!!
you are awesome! bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Jul 21, 2018 at 12:42 PM
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i would like to say a few things here if its ok. To the people who need a beer or drink to make them feel better, i think they need to start their day without one, trying their hardest not to have a drink. I used to drink everyday in college over 30m year ago. after that i stopped. i have to say now that my sobrity is my drunk. i drank so much at one point i would pray to be sober. Nature also came into my life when we bought a house in the
near countryside. then nature became my dunk too. There are so many triggers for drinking like tv commercials and bars on every corner in the city where i grew up. this makes me mad. i was taught by my typical irish parents that drinking is ok, which i don't believe it is, unless in moderation. i hope and praythat drinkiers can stop their addiction, they are missing on the sobrity high they can get. good luck |
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Jul 21, 2018 at 04:38 PM
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Jul 21, 2018 at 08:23 PM
#168
I wanted to get high so I bought a bottle of Tylenol 1's, did the cold water extraction to isolate the codeine and then just said screw it and poured it down the drain..
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Jul 21, 2018 at 09:22 PM
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Jul 22, 2018 at 09:45 AM
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Desoxyn,
Good for you for resisting. Every time you do that, you'll get stronger. splitimage __________________  "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba 
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Jul 23, 2018 at 05:15 PM
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Today is day one. Last night after drinking half a bottle of vodka I told my girlfriend to pour the rest away and not let me buy anymore. I’m sort of regretting it, but I know I need to do it.
__________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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Jul 23, 2018 at 06:54 PM
#172
please don't put your burden on her.
you must own this yourself. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Jul 23, 2018 at 06:59 PM
#173
I am owning it, it was my choice, I said to pour it away. I just know that I need someone to help keep me on the straight and narrow. She wants to help and it would be foolish of me to not accept help because I know my willpower is nonexistent at times.
__________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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Jul 23, 2018 at 07:23 PM
#174
I am glad that she wants to help you.
hubby does not see it as a problem so does not help me with it. regulating I would resent him for it. I wonder if this makes sense. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Jul 24, 2018 at 04:35 PM
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Well staying sober didn’t last long. I thought my detox was meant to start today, turns out it doesn’t start until August 13. And I was feeling ill, so yeah back on it until then I guess. I just wish they would let me start now but I guess they have their reasons. The levels I’m drinking means I’m at risk of seizures if I just stop hence having to wait for detox.
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Jul 24, 2018 at 04:49 PM
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whisperingskye,
I'm both sorry and appalled that you can't get a detox admission sooner, as your resolve to become sober will be tested between now and then. But if your professionals are telling you not to stop on your own, listen to them, and try to minimize your drinking between now and your intake. I've had 2 withdrawal seizures, plus experienced hallucinations when attempting to detox on my own. You do not want to have to experience that. Keep posting here as much as you want, while waiting for detox. splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Jul 24, 2018 at 05:52 PM
#177
could you cut back slowly until you see them?
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Jul 24, 2018 at 05:55 PM
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I am trying to cut back. I had managed to reduce it for a couple of weeks, but then it crept back up the last two weeks. My mental health has been declining and I think that’s not been helping matters. So yeah, I am now trying to cut down again, I just need more self control. Need to learn to be strict with myself which is a lot harder than I thought it would be.
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Jul 24, 2018 at 11:05 PM
#179
I know I shouldn't buy smokes but they have taken over my soul
I'm falling back into mail order drugs kinda. Need to stay away. |
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Jul 25, 2018 at 01:41 AM
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Idk.. since I last posted about falling off the wagon I've been sober but that's alcohol still smoke weed meh
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