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Oct 26, 2018 at 05:31 AM
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Way to go greentires4me, getting over 1200 days is awesome.
splitimage __________________  "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba 
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Nov 01, 2018 at 12:03 PM
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2 weeks down, and miraculously no cravings. I think the Antibuse is really helping with that, since I can't drink even if I wanted to.
splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Nov 01, 2018 at 01:35 PM
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Good job splitimage!
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Nov 04, 2018 at 12:20 PM
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I'll be checking into treatment tomorrow. Only have 18 inpatient days left withy insurance so I'll be there for only two weeks instead of the full 30 days. I can't seem to do it on my own at this point... I keep drinking ever 4 days or so... I'm so scared. I've never been to treatment.
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Nov 05, 2018 at 06:04 AM
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Good luck childofchaos!
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Nov 05, 2018 at 07:15 AM
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Good luck childofchaos.
I hope you find rehab helpful. It can be a great way to build a base of sobriety. splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Nov 06, 2018 at 11:41 AM
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Good luck, child!
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Nov 06, 2018 at 02:23 PM
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1213 days I missed posting yesterday for 1212 lol
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Nov 07, 2018 at 08:00 AM
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 500 DAYS!
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Nov 07, 2018 at 11:54 PM
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Tonight makes one week alcohol free.
I did a little bit of cleaning tonight, wiped down the laundry room window ledge it was filthy!!!! and I also cleaned half of my bathroom floor which was very dirty, with hairspray. I washed the purple bath mat because it was matted down with hair spray as well. now it is clean and fluffy. I feel better about myself for doing these things.  bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Nov 08, 2018 at 05:57 AM
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Congratulations UpDownAround. 500 days is awesome.
Bizi, good job on remaining alcohol free and for getting some cleaning done. I hate cleaning, but always feel better once it's done. splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Nov 08, 2018 at 10:09 AM
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[QUOTE=childofchaos831;6324446]I'll be checking into treatment tomorrow. Only have 18 inpatient days left withy insurance so I'll be there for only two weeks instead of the full 30 days. I can't seem to do it on my own at this point... I keep drinking ever 4 days or so... I'm so scared. I've never been to treatment......
Good luck child. split, I am glad that you decided on antibuse. Is it a pill or a shot? (((((HUGS to you both)))))) bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Nov 09, 2018 at 08:32 AM
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Bizi, I'm taking pills. The shot isn't available in Canada. I wish it was, because I could then just get it one a month and not be able to drink, without having to remember to take the pill and without the temptation to go off it.
__________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Nov 10, 2018 at 02:36 AM
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I am pretty bad at staying sober these days but I am planning on not drinking or smoking weed today. I have these slip-ups occasionally though most of the time I am sober. I should just completely quit stuff like marijuana and alcohol though. I think I'd be a lot happier without them.
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Nov 10, 2018 at 11:36 PM
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made it another af day....10
Was not quite full from our light dinner so I had a half cup of almonds...It sounds like a lot but not really, only 6 carbs. Then I had 3 cups of hot tea. The tea filled me up. Loved the almonds though, the spicy wasabi ones are my favorite! Some where in there I want to go shopping at khols. I have 3 coupons burning a hole in my pocket! And I need to do laundry. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Nov 12, 2018 at 11:13 PM
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Drinking with lorazepam. Feeling depressed.
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Nov 13, 2018 at 12:59 PM
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Yesterday I reached my milestone of 40months or 3 years 4months.
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Nov 13, 2018 at 05:05 PM
#378
Way to go Greentires4me. That's awesome.
splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Nov 13, 2018 at 10:03 PM
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day 13 for me...
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Nov 14, 2018 at 08:50 AM
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