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Mar 02, 2019 at 10:25 PM
#561
I did something I didn't regret, now I'm a little down realized I have to start over. Day 1
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Mar 03, 2019 at 08:12 PM
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I haven't checked in for a while. Day 616; still tooling along...
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Mar 03, 2019 at 08:41 PM
#563
1,330 days today...I sprained my ankle..and bruised my left hand side and my elevator is down in my building so I had to use the fing stairs to get up but it was working to get down so I don’t get why it stopped working.
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Mar 04, 2019 at 01:11 AM
#564
I'm tempted to buy a thousand xanax for cheap just to chill out but I know that would be a bad idea
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Mar 04, 2019 at 07:09 AM
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Careful I heard Xanax on the street is coming but it’s actually fentanyl dressed like Xanax... __________________ Love, Light and Happiness!!! |
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Metaphysic
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Mar 05, 2019 at 10:20 AM
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Mar 05, 2019 at 09:07 PM
#567
I took 2mg lorazepam which is 1mg xanax or 1mg clonazepam or 20mg diazepam...
I hate this feeling. I'm so numb. It feels like alcohol. I might as well just drink alcohol. This isn't the same as it was. I had a ****** past so I did it. This chills me out to where I can't think. It should only be used for panic attacks. Meditation would be better next time. |
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Mar 06, 2019 at 11:24 AM
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Hi everyone. I was in a serious accident yesterday - fell headfirst down 15 concrete steps and landed on my head. I have serious swelling and brusing. In the hospital they gave me 2 doses of Fentanyl - man is that stuff strong, and then one dose of hydromorphine, which made me really dizzy.
They discharged me with a script for Tylenol 3, which are like Tylenol with codeine. They're the highest you can get, without getting into heavy duty opiates. I'm a little nervous about it, as I used to abuse opiates, but that was over 6 years ago now. So far, I've only taken 2 pills - once last night at bed time, and one this morning. I'm a little nervous about them since they can exacerbate the CNS depression effects of my clonazepam and valium, so I'm only taking one at a time, when I'm allowed to take 2. I'm posting here just so that someone will know, and I'll have some accountability. splitimage __________________  "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba 
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Mar 06, 2019 at 12:32 PM
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You have a major concussion they should have kept you longer then that. Or TBI...their stupid to tell your the truth. Do you have ringing in the ears? Pills or pain pills don’t make **** like this go away. If your vision changes go back into the hospital right away. And tell them you want a CAT or CT scan of your head. __________________ Love, Light and Happiness!!! |
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Mar 06, 2019 at 03:19 PM
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I'm going to tell my mom that I ordered half a gram of xanax in blotter form and it was a stupid decision.
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Mar 07, 2019 at 08:26 AM
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Thanks Greentires, They did do a CT scan of my head and entire spine, and warned me that I have a concussion. They gave me a list of symptoms to look out for that would mean i'd need to go back to an ER. So far I haven't had any of them. Just really bad swelling and the left side of my body is all various shades of purple.
I'm just waiting for a call to schedule a follow-up with their TBI clinic. In the meantime I'm just lying around listening to music. splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Mar 07, 2019 at 09:19 AM
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Mar 07, 2019 at 04:20 PM
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I hope all ends well, splitimage.
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Mar 09, 2019 at 12:27 AM
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I am sorry you fell, do you know why that happened?
and worry about TBI. You are lucky that you did not break anything and that you are just bruised. mom fell down flight of stairs carpeted and broke her collar bone. She was lucky she did not break her neck. And so are you! I hope you heal soon. ((((HUGS))))) bizi 3rd day AF observing lent alcohol free til easter. __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Mar 09, 2019 at 06:16 AM
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Thanks everyone,
Bizi, I think part of the reason I fell was that it was dark and there was no handrail going down the stairs. And you're right it could have been a lot worse. I remember waiting at the bottom of the steps for the EMT's thinking I was lucky I didn't break my neck. I look completely horrible from the bruising and swelling around my eyes and that's going to take a couple of weeks at least to heal. I'm still waiting for the TBI clinic to call me, they call within 10 days of referral so I should here from them, this coming week. A friend came over yesterday to drive me around to the drugstore and a small grocery shopping so that I'd have food, without having to go downstairs to my building's convenience store. That was really nice of her. splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Mar 09, 2019 at 06:56 PM
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split, I think I asked you this before but do you play the harp/own one?
I like harp music. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Mar 10, 2019 at 06:25 AM
#577
Hi Bizi,
Yes I play and own a harp. I don't have one of the really big harps you see in professional orchestras, I own a lever/celtic harp, but it's still a large model for that type of harp. It's a floor harp with 40 strings (33 strings is the average) and is about 4.5 feet tall. I love it. splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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Mar 10, 2019 at 12:53 PM
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Wow, splits, really sorry to hear about your fall. I hope you heal fully and quickly.
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Mar 10, 2019 at 05:07 PM
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I'm sorry to hear about your fall splits. I hope you heal quickly.
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Mar 11, 2019 at 07:28 AM
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Thanks UpDownAround and Child. I am feeling pretty bad still. and my face is a mess. I think I'm going to have to cancel my T appointment as I'm in too much pain to get there. Not to mention I look like I've been run over by a mac Truck.
Child glad to see you're back on the bandwagon. I've been wondering how you're doing. splitimage __________________ "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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