advertisement
Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
childofchaos831
Elder
 
childofchaos831's Avatar
childofchaos831 has no updates.
 
Member Since: Nov 2016
Location: Texas
Posts: 5,037
5 yr Member
15 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 08, 2019 at 07:55 AM
  #801
Quote:
Originally Posted by splitimage View Post
Had the day from hell yesterday. Went out for lunch yesterday and there was wine in the salad dressing. Just enough to trigger an antabuse reaction. Spent the afternoon, puking my guts out, heart racing and hyperventilating. Barely slept last night and had vivid nightmares.


Still largely feel like crap this morning, but need to go out and pick up meds.
Note to self - be way more careful in the future.

splitimage
Oh no splits! That sucks! I hope you feel better soon!

__________________


Diagnoses:
PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
childofchaos831 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
splitimage

advertisement
puzzclar
Elder
 
puzzclar's Avatar
puzzclar has no updates.
 
Member Since: Jan 2010
Location: Where? US
Posts: 5,621
10 yr Member
101 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 08, 2019 at 09:22 PM
  #802
I made it through without acting out. Here's to taking care of me time.
puzzclar is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
splitimage
Moderator
Community Support Team
 
splitimage's Avatar
splitimage has no updates.
 
Member Since: Mar 2006
Location: Ontario, Canada
Posts: 11,250
15 yr Member
73 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 10, 2019 at 06:19 AM
  #803
Thanks childofchaos,
I was back to normal by about noon Monday. And at least I was well enough to make it down to my Mon. night Double Recovery meeting.
splitimage

__________________


"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.

"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba

Daily Check In #3
splitimage is online now   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
Desoxyn We are one mind
 
Member Since: Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,961 (SuperPoster!)
5 yr Member
4,902 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 10, 2019 at 01:22 PM
  #804
4-acetoxy-n,n-dimethyltryptamine made me lay in bed, feeling the blankets, walking through the hallways and feeling the walls and then I'm like "Meh.. I'm on shrooms - Whatever..".

I'll just stay sober. I got the psychedelic message so now I'll hang up the phone.
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
puzzclar
Elder
 
puzzclar's Avatar
puzzclar has no updates.
 
Member Since: Jan 2010
Location: Where? US
Posts: 5,621
10 yr Member
101 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 11, 2019 at 01:45 PM
  #805
It's sure hard to quit but it's harder to act out. So many things are at play. I'm just trying to fill my time when work gets cancelled. Crochet is my go to, besides exercise.
puzzclar is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
childofchaos831
splitimage
Moderator
Community Support Team
 
splitimage's Avatar
splitimage has no updates.
 
Member Since: Mar 2006
Location: Ontario, Canada
Posts: 11,250
15 yr Member
73 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 12, 2019 at 05:02 AM
  #806
puzzlcar,
Great that you have a hobby you can turn to when you get urges. I knit when I get a craving to drink.
splitimage

__________________


"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.

"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba

Daily Check In #3
splitimage is online now   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
childofchaos831
childofchaos831
Elder
 
childofchaos831's Avatar
childofchaos831 has no updates.
 
Member Since: Nov 2016
Location: Texas
Posts: 5,037
5 yr Member
15 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 12, 2019 at 05:13 AM
  #807
Quote:
Originally Posted by splitimage View Post
puzzlcar,
Great that you have a hobby you can turn to when you get urges. I knit when I get a craving to drink.
splitimage
I play video games, journal and draw.

__________________


Diagnoses:
PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
childofchaos831 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
greentires4me
Magnate
 
greentires4me's Avatar
greentires4me today is my sobriety birthday!!
 
Member Since: Feb 2013
Location: planet earth
Posts: 2,986
10 yr Member
401 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 12, 2019 at 06:25 AM
  #808
Today is my sober birthday I can party if I want party if i want. No drugs and alcohol allowed!

__________________
Love, Light and Happiness!!!
greentires4me is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
childofchaos831
childofchaos831
Elder
 
childofchaos831's Avatar
childofchaos831 has no updates.
 
Member Since: Nov 2016
Location: Texas
Posts: 5,037
5 yr Member
15 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 12, 2019 at 06:30 AM
  #809
Quote:
Originally Posted by greentires4me View Post
Today is my sober birthday I can party if I want party if i want. No drugs and alcohol allowed!
Happy birthday!

__________________


Diagnoses:
PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
childofchaos831 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
splitimage
Moderator
Community Support Team
 
splitimage's Avatar
splitimage has no updates.
 
Member Since: Mar 2006
Location: Ontario, Canada
Posts: 11,250
15 yr Member
73 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 13, 2019 at 09:15 AM
  #810
Happy Birthday Greentires. Celebrate as much as you like.
splitimage

__________________


"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.

"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba

Daily Check In #3
splitimage is online now   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
greentires4me
Magnate
 
greentires4me's Avatar
greentires4me today is my sobriety birthday!!
 
Member Since: Feb 2013
Location: planet earth
Posts: 2,986
10 yr Member
401 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 13, 2019 at 02:23 PM
  #811
Yesterday I meant this...Daily Check In #3

__________________
Love, Light and Happiness!!!
greentires4me is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
childofchaos831, Desoxyn
childofchaos831
Elder
 
childofchaos831's Avatar
childofchaos831 has no updates.
 
Member Since: Nov 2016
Location: Texas
Posts: 5,037
5 yr Member
15 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 13, 2019 at 09:41 PM
  #812
5 months 19 daysDaily Check In #3

__________________


Diagnoses:
PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
childofchaos831 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Desoxyn
bizi
Bizi is bizi
 
bizi's Avatar
bizi happines is a decision
 
Member Since: Nov 2005
Location: cajun country
Posts: 10,829
15 yr Member
43.6k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Red face Jul 13, 2019 at 11:32 PM
  #813
congratulations all.
I am back from my vacation...need to take it all in and be serious about my addictions.
bizi

__________________
150mg of lamictal 2x a day
haldol 5mg 2x a day
1mg of cogentin 2x a day
klonipin , 1mg at night,
4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation


multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon
PRN Remeron 15mg at night,
zyprexa10mg under tongue,
requip2mg.





bizi is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Desoxyn
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
Desoxyn We are one mind
 
Member Since: Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,961 (SuperPoster!)
5 yr Member
4,902 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 15, 2019 at 09:48 PM
  #814
You are all strong people.

I took 2.4g of phenibut. I take it once or twice a week instead of xanax. I haven't taken benzos in something like a month?

I'm reading a book on how to quit smoking. I think it will work. If it doesn't, I'll quit anyways because I'm really sick of smoking and cancer runs heavily in my family.
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bizi
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
Desoxyn We are one mind
 
Member Since: Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,961 (SuperPoster!)
5 yr Member
4,902 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 17, 2019 at 01:00 AM
  #815
I think of taking chemicals as something that HAPPENS to me. Not something that I DO. Like it is apart of my thought process. Like some illness.

Hmm.. Addiction!
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bizi
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
Desoxyn We are one mind
 
Member Since: Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,961 (SuperPoster!)
5 yr Member
4,902 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 17, 2019 at 03:25 AM
  #816
A pill to make you numb
a pill to make you dumb
a pill to make you anybody else
but all the drugs in this world
won't save her from herself
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bizi
splitimage
Moderator
Community Support Team
 
splitimage's Avatar
splitimage has no updates.
 
Member Since: Mar 2006
Location: Ontario, Canada
Posts: 11,250
15 yr Member
73 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 17, 2019 at 05:06 PM
  #817
9 months for me today. I would have missed it, if it wasn't for my ticker. Happy I've made it this far.
splitimage

__________________


"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.

"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba

Daily Check In #3
splitimage is online now   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bizi
 
Thanks for this!
bizi, childofchaos831, greentires4me, puzzclar
childofchaos831
Elder
 
childofchaos831's Avatar
childofchaos831 has no updates.
 
Member Since: Nov 2016
Location: Texas
Posts: 5,037
5 yr Member
15 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 17, 2019 at 06:14 PM
  #818
Quote:
Originally Posted by splitimage View Post
9 months for me today. I would have missed it, if it wasn't for my ticker. Happy I've made it this far.
splitimage
Yay! Congrats!

__________________


Diagnoses:
PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain
childofchaos831 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bizi
bizi
Bizi is bizi
 
bizi's Avatar
bizi happines is a decision
 
Member Since: Nov 2005
Location: cajun country
Posts: 10,829
15 yr Member
43.6k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Smile Jul 17, 2019 at 08:38 PM
  #819
I am happy for you split,,,look how far you have come!
bizi

__________________
150mg of lamictal 2x a day
haldol 5mg 2x a day
1mg of cogentin 2x a day
klonipin , 1mg at night,
4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation


multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon
PRN Remeron 15mg at night,
zyprexa10mg under tongue,
requip2mg.





bizi is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
puzzclar
Elder
 
puzzclar's Avatar
puzzclar has no updates.
 
Member Since: Jan 2010
Location: Where? US
Posts: 5,621
10 yr Member
101 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Jul 18, 2019 at 11:40 AM
  #820
I'm taking a step to get closer to my higher power. I want to be rid of this addiction! It's been only day 22, I think but it's been over a year for another part.
puzzclar is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
bizi
 
Thanks for this!
bizi
All times are GMT -5. The time now is 06:31 AM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.



 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.