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#881
Well done split-image!
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Legendary
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#882
Congratulations splitimage!
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Magnate
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#883
Today is 4 years 3months 1 day.
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#884
Way to go greentires4me.
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#885
I waited all morning to go to Walmart just to have delivery show up in the afternoon at 2:30pm. I am really tired today and my friend want me to go to Walmart after being up for 13hours. I said no. how did I ever do this while I drank and functioned with society?!?!? Now that I been sober I don’t think I want to go to back to drinking. Even though I flip flop on this idea the “sober me”.
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#886
I keep flipping as well. And I'm getting too close for comfort. Although life has been very tough for me lately.
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Metaphysic
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Location: The Netherlands
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#887
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I'm addicted to nicotine spray and the phenibut addiction is getting better. That's all I'm addicted to D: Soon I'll be addicted to nothing.. It took a long time to get this far. I had the most severe lack of insight to risk possible. I think it was because of the high dose Abilify. I still lack a bit of insight but just a little bit. I think it would be cool to be an addictions counsellor. I hope it gets to the point where the government just punishes the big drug dealers and stops punishing addicts and throwing them in jail and uses the money to treat them for addiction instead like Portugal. |
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Location: Ontario, Canada
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#888
Today is officially a year sober. I can't quite believe it, but I'm very happy about it.
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#889
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Metaphysic
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#890
I might tell my doctor about my beta-phenyl-GABA (Phenibut) use. The only logical solution is to prescribe beta-chlorophenyl-GABA (Baclofen) for withdrawal and then taper down.
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Elder
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#891
7 days. But I am inpatient
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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#892
It's been 11 days but I've been IP for 6...
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Metaphysic
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#893
So I realize that no drug is ok for me.
This goes for; Benzos (Makes me numb and dangerous withdrawal) Dissociatives (I like being my thoughts instead of looking at them) Stimulants (I'm on a beta blocker) Empathogenics (Don't work anymore) Psychedelics (I already had a supermassive black hole bad trip so I already know what I need to know) Alcohol (Don't like alcohol anymore because of the psychedelic trips) Marijuana (It makes me quiet and paranoid) Opioids (They make me depressed) Nicotine (It's a pointless addiction) Gabaminergics (Permanent tolerance) So I'm just going to learn to be sober. I just need to realize that I don't need drugs to be happy but it's hard to realize that. |
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Elder
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#894
I posted in the wrong thread, I've got 9 months tomorrow.
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Elder
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#895
Two threads with nearly the same name.
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Elder
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#896
So this happened... I recently attempted sui but I stayed sober... My sponsor and I spoke about it and decided together that what I did didn't count as a relapse.
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#897
@childofchaos congratulations on the 9 months
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#898
@chldofchaos
Congratulations on 9 months. That's awesome. Sorry you're IP though, splitimage |
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Elder
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#899
I'm out of IP but I'm probably going to end up back in by the end of the day...
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Bizi is bizi
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#900
__________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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