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I started back using drugs months ago. Alcohol when I don't have any.
I just turned 23 and i've pretty much sealed the deal on throwing my life away, because I don't want it. I sit here all day, and refuse to do anything for my mental and physical condition. Though in the past I've tried but failed. Secretly hoping to have an overdose to get up out of here. I'm open online, just wanted to share. Last edited by bluekoi; Apr 15, 2019 at 09:42 PM.. Reason: Add triggger icon. |
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I'm sorry you are feeling so... um-m-m... "defeated"? Is that an appropriate descriptor for how you're feeling? Anyway... I hope that, in some way, you can find a pathway back to hope. Perhaps having come here to PC can be one small step in that direction.
Here are links to 3 articles, from PC's archives, on the subject of hopelessness & how to overcome it: 9 Types of Hopelessness and How to Overcome Them A Real Dose of Hope When You're Feeling Hopeless Feeling Hopeless? 7 Ways You Can Become Your Own Hero My best wishes to you... __________________ "I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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I can't change your beliefs or how you feel but I have learned a lot from other people on here just from reading their posts. Sometimes, I haven't felt like I have not fit in and it does hurt when we feel that way. Hope you keep posting. |
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But I can't afford it and don't have a way to get it anymore. Ended up loaning out a lot of money, didn't get it back. So I guess that could have kept me from it the most. |
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