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being bipolar i am always looking for that next high.
i cant see it in me to stop, but i know its ruining my life. id always say ill stop when i have a family, but idk. i don't feel guilty about it i just feel.. well it sucks when ur broke, that's basically it. but i cant be fuked to think of anything id like the money for more than these 3 things. i go to NA only bcuz im on probation w 1 violation. anyone relate? __________________ Dx: BP1 + Substance Abuse Rx: Lamictal 400, Vraylar 6, Seroquel 50 (PRN) |
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I've never been into meth, but I can definitely understand the porn addiction.
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Sure I can relate... from the side of helping addicts. What happens if you piss dirty?
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i go to jail.
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idk i think the only thing that would stop me is having a good healthy relationship with a significant other. so i guess i just need to go and find that.
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well ill be fuked.
but yeah ive been sober over 2 weeks since i violated probation. gambling and porn is the big thing now. __________________ Dx: BP1 + Substance Abuse Rx: Lamictal 400, Vraylar 6, Seroquel 50 (PRN) |
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I’ve got 10.5 months sober now, still on probation. I feel you on the boredom front. It’s everything I can do just to work out, eat healthy, and try to get some good sleep. It’s amazing how much energy and motivation come when you get the ball rolling in that direction and feel the benefits. Sure I’m still a fiend, but always will be I suppose. It’s about picking them poisons a bit better. Lol. Anyway, I can relate.
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Well here’s non bs facts that you can remind yourself to quit the gambling and methamphetamine. With gambling you always loose more money in the end. With methamphetamine you never know what your getting. Have you ever noticed an inconsistency in quality? That’s because tweakers made the stuff.
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