I like sociopaths

Most of the friends in my life always seemed to be sociopaths. I always made good friends with them. Maybe cuz I'm an addict idk. Although they always get me into ****. They are funny people (Like George Carlin).

I just never liked boring chit chat and doing normal things and don't crave attention or love and can see right through people.

They are charming. When they want to manipulate me, I'm too paranoid and tell them they're full of ****.

It's like having pet snakes. They will bite you. But they never bite me. I seem to be the one that they just talk to about the screwed up things that they do to people and they give me advice. It's good advice. They know I'm not a sociopath. They just vent to me. Idk why.

I would hang around them in the psych ward. They are drawn to me for some reason. "Where can I get meth?" Idk man... Are you depressed or something? Why does the psychiatrist hate you? "Because I just look out the window and don't want to be here". I say, "Don't you want help? Just follow the rules and you'll get out. It's that easy".

Normal people don't smoke crack with them for shits and giggles. But I did.

Although there was one sociopath old man and he wanted sex with me. It really ****ed me up and caused a bad shroom trip. So I don't talk to old men anymore unless they're straight.

But the straight old man sociopaths like to talk to me about crazy ****. One was like "Here.. snort this percocet off my cigarette pack" so I did.. He was loud and manic and into really satanic ****. I just think it's interesting.

Idk why people don't like sociopaths. They're just different people. No one is the same and things shouldn't be split into categories because everyone deceits and lies and manipulates. Just some do it all the damn time.

Steve?? Is that you!!??

Jk lol

I have to admit it's not the first time I've heard of that addictive quality that sociopaths/psychopaths have. Do you think part of the allure is infact because they are so much like handling dangerous animals like snakes?

Pls don't hack me I'm sorry :/

Damn socio's why did I post here they're gonna make me feel saaaaaad

No jk lel

I love you all

I would marry a sociopath but they can only be handled in small doses.

Ever read that horrifically overused (because it illustrates the point all too accurately) little tale about the scorpion and the frog?

Yep I've heard of it.

"A scorpion asks a frog to carry it across a river. The frog hesitates, afraid of being stung by the scorpion, but the scorpion argues that if it did that, they would both drown. The frog considers this argument sensible and agrees to transport the scorpion. The scorpion climbs onto the frog's back and the frog begins to swim, but midway across the river, the scorpion stings the frog, dooming them both. The dying frog asks the scorpion why it stung, to which the scorpion replies "I couldn't help it. It's in my nature."

The reason I said "sociopaths" is because I don't like "psychopaths". Psychopaths don't care about anything. At least sociopaths want something and are more human. I believe pedophiles and rapists are the ultimate psychopaths because all the care about is sex and that's all they think about. A serial killer is different too. Just a complete psychopath where there's something wrong with the brain at birth.

A sociopathic mind has more variety and in school, I always obeyed the rules but they made no sense to me and it was a form of abuse to me more than anyone else because I don't like meaningless rules. Those are what I hate most.. Like sweeping a spotless street. I'd rather die but instead just get really depressed.. But I do it.. Sociopaths break the rules and lie about it and then get in trouble but they still get upset about it. They lie even though they know they will get caught and it seems to me that they don't even know they're lying because they believe their own lies in a way. I never understood that either. I break rules and don't lie about it because if I'm going to break a rule, I accept the consequences because I can deal with them. I don't get upset because I know what I did. I've always got in trouble for things that I didn't do. Things in life build up your character.

Normal people break rules and lie about them and try not to get caught. They find it hard to lie. I bypass the lying for both empaths and sociopaths.

I plan on talking more about this stuff in time. I'm just posting here because my experience with sociopaths has been very good. I just know a lot from doing high doses of psychedelics and having psychosis.

It's like I seem to be in the sweet middle spot if that makes sense. Except it's not really in the middle because I'm not a sociopath or on the spectrum. The paradox has always been interesting to me and I posted a code that proves that we're in some type of matrix and no one gets it. I had a dream last night where I was in another universe and then died and woke up. I enjoyed the process of dying (Hearing the sounds in my head when my heart stopped and in darkness like a DMT trip). I believe I'll go to another universe when I die in this one. Here's a sample of things on my mind that I think about;

"We all go to different places when we die but eventually we reincarnate into everything possible so it doesn't matter if you see your friends and family in heaven and they actually are in a different place because it's subjective and objective truth as self, others and one with everything are all combined. Heaven or hell is what you consider the situation to be in which you identify by yourself. I could be in heaven right now and in my past life, I was a space squid hallucinating the reality of a purple orange which is actually a waterfall inside a subatomic particle to participate in the thought of hunger in the brain of a monkey in the jungle of this reality."

I still write that stuff years after my bad trip.

There's nothing that people really want from me. They just want to talk. In other ways, all my life I've been prey constantly running from not screwed up people - But the system. The system is my enemy and all the people I meet are not not a coincidence (Which I thought it was before which is why I never talked to anyone. It was a hard time). Everyone has something to tell me to guide me to prevent me from losing my mind. I've never been bullied but people have told me not to go to certain places.

Say to a narcissist "You have a big nose" or constantly remind them of their last gaslighting attempt. Just simple things like that make you in control.

lolz

The thing is is that I'm opening up a portal with this thread. It jinxes the whole thing.

Do you know what I mean? (;

I've heard that one before.

All of this is misconception.

"Psychopaths aren't rapist etc" i know i knowww

But yeah I write misconceptions and stuff by accident to cause replies back and forth cuz I'm too lazy to write I'm soz

But it's all math maynnn like... AI stuff.. Delusions can be cured by reprogramming.. And cause hypnosis..

It's all a big game that I need to sleep on the floor through

So you mean that you actually don't like me? And here I thought I had gained a new friend. I think I'm going to need some time alone to process all of this 😏.

I do however agree strongly with the meaninglessness of rules in general.

How do you guys feel about the CO2 gas emissions lol

Wat?? No jk I know you know I know

But yeah it's all good fun. That's what life is about.

But experience too. All the good and all the bad. One big trip.

I don't understand psychopaths much but I have friends that talk about serial killers a lot. They find them interesting but wouldn't associate with them. I would but I'm cautious. People put on gloves when they pick up pieces of glass. I have no common sense cuz I don't care but I'm somewhat intelligent.

It does indeed seem like the ASPD forum and NPD forum intrinsically create their own respective forms of chaos. Though, I like good old fashioned rebellion every now and then. It's certainly entertaining and, a good reminder for those who write the rules to remember a few things:

1. Rules are indeed meant to be broken, otherwise they wouldn't be rules to begin with. Rules are entirely dependent on the people who break them.

2. Rules, if broken in a sufficiently manipulative manner, will be manipulatively rewritten and they'll believe it was all their idea. Smirk.

3. Without destruction, creation will not occur. Again, the two rely on each other to exist. Much like chaos and order, rules and rebellion, and so on.

Not saying all serial killers are psychopaths. A lot just live life and do psychopath things.

But empathy? idk about that man.

Like I've never met a jew before. Idk why people are obsessed with them.

Yesss. Sociopaths and psychopaths are needed in society. When one manipulates a person, what does that person learn? A lesson..

Everyone is supposed to be a little bit of everything to get by

Except a narcissist for example will move place to place. Eventually their whole family will turn against them and people use family to be social etc..

Do they change then?

A musician was at my house yesterday. She was like "Do people change?" and I said "Idk with psychedelics they do". So basically, life is like a psychedelic. And that can change people.

I love how nobody expects anyone to change who they fundamentally are until someone does something they find morally reprehensible. Then, all of a sudden people want the person who did *insert “evil” acts here* to “change” as in, stop doing whatever it is that is so harmful. Well, if it’s that destructive to you then get away from the person inflicting the destruction. Done and done.

The trend is to say, “morality is subjective* ...

“ ... *Until it affects me personally and then whoever hurt me is evil!”