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My dad has had chronic tinnitus for the past 16 years. He has tried everything and been to every doctor with no success or relief. He also has a bad beck and back, he had back surgery last January but is still in great pain. He has severe depression and can often not control his hysterical mood swings from all of medications and when he doesn’t take medicine he also has erractic behavior. It seems nothing will get better!! I have been diagnosed with anxiety for a few years. My dads illness and depression literally increases my anxiety tenfold because I live at home and care for him on a daily basis along with my mom. He feels guilty because he knows what he puts on through but he still cannot hold it together. He barely makes it through a work day and spends most morning crying in bed. I don’t want to even move out because I am scared to leave my mom alone to deal with him. I am 23 and my dad is 59. He is hopefully going to start seeing a psychiatrist in a few weeks but I am so terrified nothing will work and this is how my life will be forever. Living in a state of constant fear of my dad’s next breakdown and rushing to his aid. I am prescribed xanax and try to only take it nightly as needed but latey he’s been stressing me out so badly I have it take it many times a day just to pull mysef together. I feel so helpless and I feel like nobody understands because no one else’s parent acts this way and my boyfriend thinks I care too much and I just need to let me dad be but I can’t because of my extreme guilt!! My mind is constantly on edge and I feel so terrible everyday I don’t know what else to do.
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((((Mangojuice411)))) I'm so sorry about you and your dad. Please, remember to take care of yourself as well, otherwise you won't be able to take care of your father. Also, remember that you can only do so much to help, but he's the one that has to heal... it's good that he's going to see a psychiatrist. Do you see a therapist, as well?
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Hello Mangojuice: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral.
I don't know as there is a lot I can offer here. I also have tinnitus, by the way. And I've also struggled with back issues. I've never undergone back surgery though. And, thankfully, my back-related issues have subsided as I've aged. You mentioned your dad has seen many doctors (as I understand it) for his tinnitus with no relief. Unfortunately there is no cure for tinnitus at least not that I'm aware of. It's simply something one has to learn to live with. I once had a procedure performed, by an ENT physician, which is referred to as a "perfusion". It supposedly helps although I'm not at all convinced it did any particular good in my case. There was a period of time when I suffered a severe (thankfully temporary) surge in the level of my tinnitus. It sounded as though I had a freight train running through my head 24 / 7! During that time period, my psychiatrist gave me a prescription for Klonopin. And that helped. I'm glad your dad is going to be seeing a psychiatrist. That is a good step. It might also be beneficial for him to see a mental health therapist as well. I don't know how these sorts of things work where you live. But where I live, all psychiatrists do is to prescribe & monitor psych med's. Any & all discussion regarding what is happening with a person emotionally is left to mental health therapists. And so, while seeing a psychiatrist is certainly a good thing to do, not also seeing a therapist is sort-of like hopping along on one leg, if you'll excuse the analogy. I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time with this. I have to tell you I think your boyfriend is right. You're 23. Your life is still just beginning. It's not in any way appropriate, to my way of thinking, for you to be towed under by your 59 year old father's problems. You have your own life to live & it's past time for you to go out & begin living it I believe. I know you wrote you feel guilty. And that is certainly to be expected. Perhaps this, along with the anxiety you are experiencing, would be good things for you to be seeing a therapist about. Having a mental health professional with whom you can sort through all of your feelings regarding your dad could be helpful in putting all of this into perspective. Here are links to some articles, from PsychCentral's archives, that offer suggestions for managing anxiety: Anxiety Disorders - Learn the Symptoms & Treatment Practicing Self-Compassion When You're Struggling with Anxiety Living with an Anxiety Disorder 9 Ways to Reduce Anxiety Right Here, Right Now 15 Small Steps You Can Take Today to Improve Anxiety Symptoms https://psychcentral.com/lib/top-10-...s-for-anxiety/ I hope you find PC to be of benefit. |
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Hello and a warm welcome to PC. I wish you well in finding a therapist to help you work through this. I know you love your dad. I agree with the others that your life is just beginning at 23 and you need to be careful that your dad’s problems don’t totally sweep you off your feet. I’m glad he is going to see a psychiatrist who can, hopefully, give him some relief for his depression.
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