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I just dont know why when I am anxious or just plain worried I start to cry .My anxieties develop into depression,If I do worry then I cry too.I dont like it .I get mad and sometimes I start to yell my shrink doesnt get why the meds arent working.I know why because when I had my server fall way back when I hit my head and had a very bad head injury which by the way has messed me up bigtime.Sorry but I have had suicidal thoughts now bear in mind they are only thoughts and I have no intention of doing away with myself .I am just a deep depression right now.All my shrink does is increase my meds this time he did nothing.I keep telling him I dont think there is any kind of medication out there which will help my anger .All I feel like doing is crying.It just comes out so easily I feel like my illness is some kind of punishment.What did I ever do wrong to deserve this.?I feel like this is all my fault.I never asked for this.All I want is to be normal like everyone else.Why cant I just go anywhere without feeling like my anxieties are bad? This illness stinks
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I wish I could help.
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I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, xmascarol We're all here for you if you need it. You didn't do anything at all to deserve to suffer like this. You're a sweet, wonderful person. Anxiety and Depression are hard beasts to fight, unfortunately. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. Is it possible to find another shrink that may help you? It seems like the current one isn't helping you that much. Do you have a support system IRL? Any friends or family that you can reach out? I feel like that's very important as well. You don't deserve to suffer like this at all. You're a wonderful person. Please don't give up. Keep crying as much as you want if you can. Crying can be good. It could help you relieve your stress and hopefully it will help you feel better a bit. I'm so sorry. I know it must be very hard for you. Please don't give up. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this
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__________________ "I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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personally, I'd recommend when you feel this way to just do things, anything which is beneficial and will help you, keep doing these things over and over until they are habit forming!
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oh believe me I do plenty of knitting and crocheting and I have my friend bring the stuff I make to the soup kitchen at Christmas I do this every year.I also do some drawings ,some funny some not>I use to do my drawings on the computer but I cannot anymore because the page freezes the minute I try to save my pix. I share them with my best friend.Well at least someone can see them.
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