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Please forgive me here if this is a long read, or if I seem a little out of sorts (not that anyone really knows me on this site, but still) here.
I'm writing this in an almost desperate act/ attempt at finding anyone out there who can relate, or knows how to interact/ talk with someone with issues/ conditions such as (listed below). Along with dealing with things like working a full time job, trying to have a relationship (unsuccessfully), even dealing with something as simple as going to the store for food and supplies. All while continuing to struggle through one day to the next, feeling like you don't belong, you don't matter, that or no one wants you around. Feeling as if you're nothing but a burden on those around you/ in your life, that or nothing but a nuisance
Not to bore anyone with too much tmi here, yet I've never found anyone who can really relate, or for that matter knows how to interact/ talk with someone with such issues as mine. We all have our own story's to tell, this is true, yet I spend a great deal of time isolated and alone (given how my issues effect my life on any given day), yet I've found it extremely difficult to open up to those who don't understand these conditions. I spend far more time with no one to talk/ turn to, where the deafening silence of these four walls becomes too much to deal with, along with racing thoughts/ scenario's which continually play out in my head once something effects me when it comes to my conditions. Its more like, once triggered, the anger slowly morphs into sadness and despair, the despair later turns into deep depression and self loathing, and before too long, I'm altogether wishing bad things and can't find any comfort from anyone, only able to find solace in sleep. In the hopes tomorrow will be a new day, and with that, new possibilities other then what's already been on my plate, if any of that makes any sense? |
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I have experience with most (if not all) of these
my best friend was borderline (RIP), and I'd help her on a daily bases cope with her emotions I'm diagnosed bipolar and DID, extremely light sleeper, and my level of social interaction is limited to say 1 person at a time (and only then when I really get to know them), I also have issues with trust- severe issues with trust |
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I have had really tough battles myself and still do. I might not have all the things you have listed but But I'm the type of person to fully accept a person regardless or what they have experienced and despite what mental illness they battle with, AS LONG AS there intentions are good and they respect others, that's all that matters. I can be there as a mate. We can link up through some social media? I play a lot of online games? I'dk upto you! |
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Apologies for taking awhile to get back to this post. Kind of forgot about it. Thx for the huggs Turnout, and comment Raging and Nels..... What kind of online games do you play Nels?
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I used to have a bad anger problem when I was younger. Still get irritable and frustrated easily, yet I do my best to watch my tongue and walk away when able.
I had a brain injury when I was a child as well. Was hit by a moving vehicle (died), yet later was brought back. Was in a coma for over a week, and when I came out of it, I didnt know who anyone was, had to even relearn how to talk and had learning problems from there on. Doc's told my parents my brain had swelled, and the day they were going to open up my skull to relieve the swelling, it begin to subside on its own. Yet still, had a broke femur, a fairly bad head injury, and had to seek out special ed through elementary school. |
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