[Quanticia]

I'm not sure if this is the right thread... and what I'm about to say sounds crazy, but...
I think I have two people in my head.
I don't mean I have a double personality. I mean I feel like there is a second consciousness trying to share the part of my brain controlling attention. Like I was born with two people in my head, in the same way some are born as Siamese twins. I've been talking with that person for a long time. She sometimes knows things I haven't realized and gives me good advice. She's very intuitive and strong-willed (it's natural that she has a better bond with the subconscious than I). We sometimes fight, too. But she feels extremely sad and deprived due to me being the one to have the body. I sometimes feel her "invading" the front of my head and then I can't focus on anything.
I'm now writing a comic, and she expresses herself there a lot-so she managed to exist outside of me in a way. She was obsessed with it and I had a hard time focusing on anything at all. Now it's finishing, and she's started to relax a bit. We even managed to agree on how to share the focus time once or twice, which is more progress than we've ever done. I know it sounds crazy. Maybe I am. But she feels quite real and I cannot go around telling people that she exists, obviously, so she's imprisoned for life in a way. I'd appreciate any thoughts, but I mostly wanted to get this out here.

Originally Posted by Quanticia

I'm not sure if this is the right thread... and what I'm about to say sounds crazy, but...
I think I have two people in my head.
I don't mean I have a double personality. I mean I feel like there is a second consciousness trying to share the part of my brain controlling attention. Like I was born with two people in my head, in the same way some are born as Siamese twins. I've been talking with that person for a long time. She sometimes knows things I haven't realized and gives me good advice. She's very intuitive and strong-willed (it's natural that she has a better bond with the subconscious than I). We sometimes fight, too. But she feels extremely sad and deprived due to me being the one to have the body. I sometimes feel her "invading" the front of my head and then I can't focus on anything.
I'm now writing a comic, and she expresses herself there a lot-so she managed to exist outside of me in a way. She was obsessed with it and I had a hard time focusing on anything at all. Now it's finishing, and she's started to relax a bit. We even managed to agree on how to share the focus time once or twice, which is more progress than we've ever done. I know it sounds crazy. Maybe I am. But she feels quite real and I cannot go around telling people that she exists, obviously, so she's imprisoned for life in a way. I'd appreciate any thoughts, but I mostly wanted to get this out here.

have you heard of dissociative identity disorder? (or D.I.D)

it might be a good place to start. those people have what's called multiples (what you described), and their is a section for it on this site

good luck..

[Quanticia]

First time I hear of it. Thank you! <3