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It's really common - like, nearly 100% - for avoidant people to say they don't trust other people. When I look at myself, I think that boils down to me not trusting myself.
If you say you don't trust anyone else to really love you, is that the truth? Other people don't have the right to choose, don't have valid feelings if they love you? (BTW I am the queen of that - someone will say something to me, their own feelings, their own opinion about me, and I will try to accept it for a few seconds, and then come straight back with, "well, you're wrong." Pretty annoying habit of mine.) Is it true that you don't trust someone will love you, or is it more accurate to say you don't trust yourself to be able to accept their love? There's nothing crueler than to deny someone's love. The last time I was proposed to - swear to God - I laughed. I mean, it was ridiculous, someone wants to marry me? Hahahaha! But to be on the receiving end of that? I shudder to think. Which is why I think that everyone, across the board, would be better off if I wasn't in their life, because I do crappy things like that. It's driven by fear and avoidance, but still, unacceptable. Getting off track. I urge you to examine your "I don't trust people" belief to see if it's accurate. Because it is easier to learn to trust yourself than a stranger, so if that's the case for you, then you have something you can work with. |
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ck2d I really appreciate your insights about avoidant personality. It makes sense what you say.
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I find that with myself I will only trust so far and keep a distance many times in real life. Seems easier online than with real people. I have always had trust issues but never really understood it in my life. Real love is accepting someone warts and all and anything less isnt really love anyway. I know that trust is hard but friendship should come first and once that base is laid then other things can follow
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Maybe it would be helpful for you to practice accepting other people's compliments by just smiling and saying 'thank you'. I used to reject people's compliments. But I stopped when I discovered that some of the things people say to me- even if at that moment I am disbelieving of it- puts kind of a compassionate seed in my mind. Then whenever I am in a dark place or very in need of kindness I can remember that thoughtful thing someone said to me and it comforts me.
Also I try to be very sincere. So when I tell someone a compliment I really mean it. And I've tried to make a habit that if I think something kind I remark on it (because I know how much it can mean) even though it can be hard for me because I am shy and a very poor communicator. So when other people say 'thank you' they are acknowledging the act. |
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