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I also don’t handle interruptions as well and get frustrated when things go wrong more than usual. |
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Hey @BethRags:
I was put on a cocktail of meds that literally saved my life about 13 years ago. There has been some tweaking of things to adjust for things like body changes or stress-based alterations but for the most part it was like the medication scraped me off the sidewalk and made me whole again. I know that that is probably not typical of someone with bipolar because its so pervasive and difficult to treat, but I am very grateful to be able to say that. I do know that had I not already been on medication that I would never have been able to get sober. __________________ "I carried a watermelon?" President of the no F's given society. |
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As for myself and meds I can mostly hope for more time between moods since there seems to be no cure for this illness. I was recently diagnosed (less than 2 years ago) and I now accept this about myself including the reality behind BP medication.
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Right now I’m on the best combination of meds I’ve ever been on, they have been the most effective for my symptoms. Where I’m at right now I hardly have any symptoms and when I do then they’re mild enough to where I can cope with them and use techniques and self care to keep things from escalating.
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In the beginning ( decades ago) I expected that the meds were a cure all and got very fustrated that I still had break though symptoms. Not to mention they kept putting me on ADs which caused mixed moods. I had many side effects cause I was on huge cocktails and eagerly said yes to more cause this was going to be the magic med that solved everything. Then I got fed up and quit them all.
Did fine for a few months but it was obvious I needed something. I wasn't so eager any more and limited what I would take. I just needed meds to smooth the edges so I could focus on the coping skills and lifestyle changes. Eh it was hard very hard and I was still on ADs but had nixed the APs. So I quit again During this time I was working hard with a t on using all coping skills and practicing them. I did this for about 5-6 years. Staying off the meds and having a rocky time with only coping skills. Then I fell head long down a dark night of the soul and cut contact with everyone, excluding my T. I stayed isolated until the mood started evolving into a mixed mood state and I couldn't tolerate that. Took myself to psych emergency services and had a long Frank talk with the pdoc there. He agreed that ADs sounded like a bad fit for me proposed an AP and mood stabilizer. I agreed and with the addition of a sleep med that was all I took. It took weeks to stabilize but the ragey effects of the mixed started calming down sooner. I'm off the mood stabilizer cause it makes me feel flat and I consider meds now to just be a smoother and the coping skills to be the main driver of stability Hope that wasn't too long. It's been a long long road and my relationship with meds has drastically altered since that first native burst of magical thinking that they would solve everything __________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Ha, I hear you. After decades on meds I have, just this winter, realized that no med works 100%, 100% of the time. It's been a huge realization for me - and a long time coming. __________________ |
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