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Default Apr 09, 2018 at 11:48 PM
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I'd already let my parents see before just to quell the questions but I asked my neighbor friend in for a bit. We talked and she gets me somehow. Bipolar too, so that's prolly it. I felt very very nervous the whole time but calmer than, say, if it was a woman I'm romantically interested in. That IS the next step. I felt embarrassed that I forgot to do my dishes today and it's obvious I drink a lot of coffee because the the tiny garbage can tells that tale from under the kitchen sink. I do need some more decent seating and my air mattress, but, and this will be as unbelievable as it is to me, while I was writing this, an old schoolmate asked what I need! Synchronicity? It's also someone I had a mega crush on since I met her at age 3, but I think I let it go last year. Let's hope I did because she really had a hold that she had no idea about
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Default Apr 10, 2018 at 12:56 AM
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Way to go man!

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Default Apr 10, 2018 at 07:04 PM
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how cool. You did a good job.
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Default Apr 10, 2018 at 07:13 PM
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And then today I'm sick! Breathing problems, body aches. I think I ran myself into the ground again, physically, by not getting enough rest. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow morning. Been in bed almost all day, except for cooking, eating and playing a game, showering and shaving, and dishes. Watching "Jesus Henry Christ" yet again as I go to bed early.
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Default Apr 10, 2018 at 09:10 PM
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Sorry you're feeling poorly, but I'm glad you're getting adjusted to life out on your own. Having company is a big step.
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Stayed in bed except for cooking, eating , showering, and shaving? Good lord Dude. That’s more than I do on a good day. Sounds like you’re doing pretty good. Hang in there.

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Default Apr 11, 2018 at 02:08 PM
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How are you doing friend?
Dr says to stay in bed another day. Viral.
I went to pharmacy for regular meds and then went to the grocery, got a few groceries and put air in my low tire.
Been lazy, playing "words 2" with a friend and now I'm watching "night court."
I'm starting to feel better but not good enough to go out for even a short walk.
I'm really lonely today though. I just want someone to cuddle with. Maybe some day I'll have that, but not right now.
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Dr says to stay in bed another day. Viral.
I went to pharmacy for regular meds and then went to the grocery, got a few groceries and put air in my low tire.
Been lazy, playing "words 2" with a friend and now I'm watching "night court."
I'm starting to feel better but not good enough to go out for even a short walk.
I'm really lonely today though. I just want someone to cuddle with. Maybe some day I'll have that, but not right now.
Feel better man. I want a lady to cuddle as well. As of now my new cats will do lol.

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Feel better man. I want a lady to cuddle as well. As of now my new cats will do lol.
I really can't afford to have pets. I struggle just keeping me alive.
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