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I'm having a really rough year and it's mostly my fault. I have intense, racing suicidal thoughts and my pdoc is very concerned. I'm going back in tomorrow. I was involuntarily put IP last week for an attempt and now I'm having the thoughts again.
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It definitely sucks big time, 251turnaround. Good luck in there.
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Hope it helps. Don’t be in a rush to leave until you feel stable.
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It's not your fault this is happening to you, 251turnaround I hope it will help. You don't deserve to suffer like this. I know it's hard. I hope things will get better soon for you. Just try to take care of yoursel. Stay safe. That's the priority. After you'll feel a little bit better, you can start working on yourself. Just stay safe for now. That's the most important thing in the world. Keep us updated on your situation if you can. We all care about you here. We all love you here. Please take good care of yourself. Be kind to yourself. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, 251turnaround. You're a strong, wonderful person and I'm sure you'll be able to get through all of this. Please don't give up. Try to hang on. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this
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Those thoughts can get to any of us and you shouldnt blame yourself. You being safe is most important and hopefully this IP will help get those under control __________________ Bipolar 1 Borderline Personality Disorder Alcohol Use Disorder Meds: Depakote Welbutrin Abilify I didn't want any flowers, I only wanted to lie with my hands turned up and be utterly empty. How free it is, you have no idea how free. - Sylvia Plath |
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This is not your fault. Your brain is going haywire. Don’t be embarrassed that it’s the forth time this year. Any amount of times is worth it to save your life. I’ve had periods of many hospitalisations over a short time. Like you, I was out of control and a constant treat to my life. In the end things calmed down and I could be safe at home. Give yourself time. I really hope the doctors can find the right treatment ASAP.
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