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Legendary Wise Elder
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#681
Woke up at 4:30 am and found the door to the unit wide open. Couldn’t turn on all the lights fast enough and make sure the girls were accounted for. They just didn’t put the dead bolt on last night or shut the door all the way. Scared me.
Did too much at the beach yesterday and reinjured my twisted ankle (swelling and bruising worse) so stayed in the unit today to recuperate. My sister disapproves and is letting me know in aggressive and passive-aggressive ways both. Just when I thought things were getting better. Won’t make that mistake again. It hurts. It’s hard to feel alone when you’re in the midst of your family. Oh well....I’m determined to enjoy the last few days of my vacation while taking excellent care of myself. Warm wishes and hugs to all. |
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#682
I'm a little frustrated with the weight Ive gained from seroquel. I'm trying my best to eat healthy and stay active.
I rearranged all my furniture today because maintenance is repairing my ceiling next week. It's a nice little change either way. Hope everyone is doing well __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#683
I'm liking my new job. They're even playing one of my favorite bands, and I didn't even ask, just had mentioned them in conversation(!) I'd say a bit more, but my lunchtime is over.
__________________ ********* Mr. Robot Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside. --The Cure
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#684
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__________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Loxapine 50mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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I'm finally in a good place right now, so I haven't been around in a while. Perfectly stable.
I finally got my car back from the repair shop after it got hit by a hostile elderly lady. The shop did a nice job detailing the inside of my car (I didn't even ask!) and made the outside look spotless. Brandy new rear bumper. |
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#686
I am doing ok. I received another shot this past Monday. I am feeling so-so. I wish I could feel more invigorated. However, I am feeling blah. I think the scorching heat here may also be contributing to my blahness. I really don't know.
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#687
I love the weather today- 74 and sunny. Saw Peter today. I quit talking with him in February but today he came over to say hi and I jumped outta my chair and wrapped my arms around him. He was surprised. He says he's changed jobs. He seems happier now but time will tell.
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#688
It's not been a bad day. It's been a high stress/low energy kind of day, but not terrible. I've for the most part been able to keep myself distracted so that I don't harp on my issues too much. My therapist tells me that all the time, I never take a break from my issues. It's constantly running through my head and I never can seem to shut it off. It takes a real skill for me to do that, but I'm getting better. I've come to realize the importance of escaping it. It may sound unhealthy at first -- but when you relive day to day to day the same negative emotions, thoughts, feelings, scenarios it really wears you down and it leaves you exhausted.. to find a release, an escape from that for awhile, is necessary.
I never was a believer in the whole "You control how you feel" thing. You don't control how you feel. There are way too many factors that go into an emotion, it's depth, intensity, nuance, form of expression, etc. You DON'T control how you feel -- you control how you respond. That's why it's highly insensitive to not acknowledge how someone feels. It's not a choice -- no one chooses to feel negative emotions. In that same breath, let me tell you also I don't believe you can "change your emotions" in the sense that many people try to throw that around. Fleeting emotions are easy to let go. You don't change how you feel, you just change your focus. However the human psyche is much more complex than that. Over time enduring emotions can change, maybe you grow to love/fall out of love with someone. Maybe you learn to despise something, or hate this, or that. Those things develop and change with time, and won't change on a whim. Most emotions are deeply seated into experience that have lasting impacts. To assume that someone should "just get over it" rejects the idea that person has emotions that are deeper and more intense than what can be experienced from one moment to another. That doesn't mean there aren't healthy ways to deal with emotions. There are. I don't choose to be neurotic and obsesses and fixate and overthink, I can't really control that happens. I can, however, make the decision to alleviate that in some way. For me, that's an escape into a video game, a walk, a book, a TV show.. something. It helps. So my lesson of the day from some reflective thought is this: I'm not doing any service to anyone, especially not myself, to pretend I don't feel a certain way or that I that it doesn't bother me. I can't change the fact it has influence and affects me. There is no "just get over it", there is "just deal with it". I personally like that idea. Address your emotions, figure out what is the issue, why you feel the way you do -- take action to help remedy the negative emotion, and if nothing more can be done, try to divert your time and energy. Done deal. So, insightful day for me. |
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Grand Poohbah
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#689
Brentus, I like your take on emotions and I have reached similar conclusions myself recently. I realized I internalize a lot of emotions, and am working on addressing them and dealing with them in healthy ways instead of ignoring them.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#692
[QUOTE=Wild Coyote;6553256]I am totally exhausted and cannot sleep. I can try to sleep... and even doze off... to only JUMP immediately... Whole body is jumping!
I hope this situation lightens up and stabilizes SOON! There are no signs of achieving sanity anytime soon! Quite disconcerting, to say the least,! Have you been able to get anymore sleep ??? I worry about you __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ Last edited by ~Christina; Jun 13, 2019 at 02:37 AM.. |
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Sorry about your classes. You made a mistake , it happens. I’m sure you will be more careful in the future. I’m so excited for your move , you have needed your own space for a long time now. I’m sure Rs isn’t upset I’m betting he’s just as stressed about the move as you are. I think your having that nightmare is because of yet another person has lost there life due to drugs. I’m be surprised if that didn’t pop up considering everything you have been through. I have no real advice on how to reassure you, but just go easy on yourself. Ahhh the ever enjoyable screwed up written prescriptions and unhelpful office staff. It’s easy for them to confirm what the original amount of pills was for but you can also have your pharmacy fax them and verify what the correct number of pills should be. That might prompt a quicker fix for you , just a thought. my friend __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Well that’s a bunch of bullshyt. One sided as can be. Can you bring it up again in more of a ..... “ I know you said x but I don’t agree that we don’t have room, as proof in the past I have made many of your family and friends welcome and that was for days and I cooked and cleaned it all unlike what I want to do that will only be for a day. I do not know how much longer my father is going to be alive and I want my family all together just Incase this could be our last time” Yes I would most defiantly play the family card ( and rightfully so) as your father isn’t healthy , of course anything could happen to anyone at any given time. But still..... For myself if he didn’t come around since I would be doing all the cooking and clean up I’d just plan it anyway and if he can’t be pleasant he can go away for the day or stay in the bedroom by himself. I hope he can see how lopsided his thinking is and just be happy that it’s a day spent with family. I hope you can get this sorted out somehow __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Yep same here , I think what annoys me most is that since the internet has taken over my life ... my handwriting that use to be so pretty is now ragged looking , my husband disagrees. One letter in each box just grates my nerves LOL I plan to fill mine out tomorrow and take it to my post office in person. I live in bfe and I always worry when schools out the kids get out looking for mailboxes to smash. We have gone through 2 over the years LOL damn brats. Our mail box is very far from the house so the one bill a month that can’t be paid online also goes directly to P.O. I guess we are twins since we both got it the same time lol __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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I just responded to your first post. Ok that would infuriate me to the moon and back. Oh hell no.. I would have them over. Screw him he will eventually get over it. Sheesh ! __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Oh joy you too !! Bleh. I see my T next week and I’m sure he’s also gotten notice to do his part.... he said SSDI reviews just bore him to death having to fill them out. Lol Ok so you Nammu and I are now Triplets lol __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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I was once told that a IP stay really keeps SSDI off your a&& when it comes to reviews. I’m not certain that is but could be .. it just shows how unwell a person can get. It’s not like IP just let’s anyone in since a open bed is so hard to get most of the time. I’m glad your able to have your caseworker help you __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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When it gets real hot I have zero ambition and I have to literally kick myself to get things done. Hope you turn the corner soon __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Hostile elderly lady. LOLOLOLOL this really made me laugh. Thank you for this __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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