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Default Jun 15, 2019 at 11:17 PM
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Pretty down in the dumps. Wish I could sleep but I took a long nap. I am feeling empty of some sorts and am just sort of here.
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Default Jun 15, 2019 at 11:28 PM
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Is that all you take? I didn’t experience nausea today so it also could’ve been something I ate at work. I also don’t notice I’m any happier then usual either.
I also take trileptal, seroquel, and paxil

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Default Jun 15, 2019 at 11:52 PM
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We got the floor of our deck stained and sealed today. It looks so amazing. We won’t be able to paint for a few days rain is coming. I just can’t wait to see it finished.

I’m still doing fine off meds

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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 01:04 AM
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Happy to be home. It was a great vacation and I came to a conclusion on some tough decisions I have to make. I feel more at peace now.
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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 01:58 AM
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I worked a full work week(!) (These are the first days working there.)
The new job is going really well. I like it SOOO much better.

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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 02:04 AM
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Happy to be home. It was a great vacation and I came to a conclusion on some tough decisions I have to make. I feel more at peace now.


I’m glad you had a nice time. There’s no place like home, I’m always relieved when we make it home in one piece from all our Florida trips lol

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I worked a full work week(!) (These are the first days working there.)

The new job is going really well. I like it SOOO much better.


Happy dance for you !!!!!! I’m so glad you found a job you like. So many changes and all for the better this year! Good for you

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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 06:51 AM
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Happy Father's Day to all of the wonderful men who have given their time and their love over the years. I hope you all have a relaxing and wonderful day.
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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 08:19 AM
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My ceiling is being repaired next week from a leak. Pretty anxious about it, don't like having people in my apartment, especially when they're in and out, I have two cats and don't want the to get out so I'm going to see if they can work on it during days I'm home.

Got all the paperwork done for the new apartment I'm trying to get into. Now I just wait till there's an opening and they give me a call

Didn't want to take my meds or sleep last night but I made myself.

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We got the floor of our deck stained and sealed today. It looks so amazing. We won’t be able to paint for a few days rain is coming. I just can’t wait to see it finished.

I’m still doing fine off meds
That’s great you’re doing well off meds. I’m happy for you! I wish I could go off them myself, but doing so is not for everyone.

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The new job is going really well. I like it SOOO much better.
Congrats

I hope the job continues to work out for you in the long run. It sounds promising.
 
 
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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 09:14 AM
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I’m not looking forward to tomorrow, Tuesday, and Wednesday. ALL DAY MEETINGS. 7am to 6pm with one break from 12:30pm to 1pm each day. And then they want to have a business DINNER afterwards. Ugh. No way am I doing dinner! I can’t be with work people from 7am thru 8 or 9pm from Monday thru Wednesday. Not to mention I have to drive to/from work.

My new boss and old boss think it will be “fun and interesting like last year,” but it certainly wasn’t either of those things last year! I kinda wish I had a valid excuse to skip. It was painful. Really painful. Stressed me out and caused an episode last year...
 
 
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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 03:06 PM
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I'm still here. I've noticed I've been saying things wrong. Like instead of "the cat is under the table." I'll say " the rat is under the yellow." Or just the order of words is off. Still doing nothing but listening to music all day.
 
 
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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 03:08 PM
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I’ve been having super bad brain zaps again. I’m on day 5 and they get worse every day. Nothing is working to make them go away. I’m really getting frustrated. It’s ruining whole days of my life and pdoc just says to take Ativan.
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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 03:11 PM
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Exhausted. I barely have the energy to do anything, and I'm not even sure why that is. Tomorrow I have a training at work all day. It is hard for me to sit still for very long, so I look forward to it being over. But in some ways, at least it delays me from having to deal with other responsibilities at work. Stress from moving within the next month is difficult when trying to work an deal with that at the same time, although it is a change that will benefit me. Can't wait to just go to sleep though, although there's still a few things I need to do today.

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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 03:14 PM
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@GoldenSnitch that sounds horrible! I'm sorry your doc isn't being more helpful.
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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 03:59 PM
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Been having more frequent psychosis and feeling very sad lately.

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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 04:09 PM
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I received my copy of "The Liver Cleansing Diet" today and I've dived right in. It has an easy-to-read font which is pleasing. Im determined to fix all the issues steming from my messed up liver- which antipsychotics wrecked.

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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 06:28 PM
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It’s 7 am and I’m at my partners flat. I came over late yesterday as he is in bad shape. His parents (especially his Dad) are horrible, abusive people and he cut off all contact last year. It is all hitting him now as he had been blinded to their abuse until recently. I could see it but he couldn’t hear it all the years we were married. He is also very ill with Bipolar, utterly broke, struggling with basic tasks, extremely anxious, and basically a mess.

Thankfully he has no urge to harm himself. Due to his anxiety he has wanted to be left alone so I did that but as he has only worsened I decided he needs company whether he sees it or not. He did seem to pick up after I was here so I will stay as long as he needs. He has other horrible circumstances to process and it has only just begun. Severe PTSD and Bipolar together make life unbearable for him. It breaks my heart.

As for me, I’m fine outside of irritability which I’m sure is from coming off Lamotrogine as I’m having brain zaps too. A couple more weeks of this and I’m free if that drug.

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Default Jun 16, 2019 at 06:43 PM
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No longer sui but still feel like shyte.
New euthanasia laws have been passed in one of our states but mentally ill people are exempt.

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