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Today I feel tired. Been tired- sleeping for hours in the afternoons. Right now, I'm in Starbucks.drinking a cold drink and enjoying the a/c. Just talked over an hour with a friend on the phone. That was nice. I can't decide whether Im depressed, or even or hypo. Im busy socially but want to sleep a lot. Two of my friends are incommunicado today so there's that. I feel creative today- or like doing something creative. That said, Im still SOOOOOO over fatty liver disease and being fat in general. I also am missing my good friend who died 2 months ago.
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Feel paranoid this afternoon. Thought someone was after me at starbucks. Im home now. Feeling a bit safer but saw a news story that there's a serial killer after women in a town near me. Just great....
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I totally get it. All my life I have literally been that skinny girl. For the last 6 years or so I have gained and gained and gained thanks to depakote and seroquel. I am now obese. I loathe the way I look and my husband never lets me forget about it either.
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I am feeling depressed thinking about my mortality. I starting thinking of this after my uncle died recently. I have maybe 15 years to go, and I hope more. I guess I need to take better care of myself. And the years are going by quickly.
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I feel overslept today. I was up really late though.
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Sorry you’re going through this.
Im plus sized myself. I hate my body. I put on 40 lbs on seroquel __________________ Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety OCD celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin |
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Before the Depakote- first bp med- I was thin. Over time I put on 70 pounds. Now I'm down a little bit but still huge in pictures. I hate my body. I hate all the medical things that are wrong with it. All from bp meds. Why does mental health always have to come before physical health??
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Today I feel tired. And worried- my youngest isnt home yet- he walked his friend home which was nice but its almost dark.
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Antipsychotics in general can kill a person for numerous reasons. But for fatty liver it’s of course best to follow a strict healthy diet , exercise and get routine lab work done along with a yearly ultrasound to see if anything is getting worse. I should be getting mine in a few months. __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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I’ve reversed my fatty liver by following ‘The Liver Cleansing Diet’ by Dr Sandra Cabot. However I’m STILL overweight. Epilim was my downfall.
Because I’m currently unwell my pdoc wants me back on a low dose of Epilim. I said nope she said yep I said nope she said yep etc. Apparently it’s not ok to have sui ideation. I’m in trouble by my pdoc for refusing to get my moles checked. Cancer schmancer. I feel like shyte. __________________ Pookyl ———————————————————————————— BP1, GAD, Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, Claustrophobia Psych meds: Saphris, Seroquel XR, regular Seroquel. PRN Diazepam and Zopiclone |
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#33
Today I feel happy to have supported my friend.
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Thank you for this. It’s going to sit in my shopping cart likely til next month but I’m relieved to know someone has been able to heal there fatty liver. __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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#35
i feel grateful today, another day in remission. For those struggling with medication, it sucks and the weight sucks but when you get the right ones the peace that comes from a peaceful mind is bliss. I went from twenty plus hospitalizations, two separate courses of ECT treatment and ten years of constant swinging and psychosis but i am now on the right meds and have been in remission for five years. I do have some side effects, extra weight and my mouth and tongue move all the time ( from the thorozine i once took) but it is all worth it. Good luck to you finding the right medication and i hope more of you can be in remission too. And dear God let mine last!
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Today I feel much lower energy and spirit than I had for several weeks. The drop in these things started yesterday, for some reason. A couple triggering things didn't help. However, I am fairly good at putting some things behind me.
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#38
Today I feel good. Ran into a friend who is my eldest's age. Had coffee. Its not as gorgeous out today as yesterday. Its supposed to rain all day. I want to go out and take photos.
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#39
Today, utterly wiped out. Spent all last few days hands in boots off cleaning scrubbing financially helping my parents set up more end of life care and selling assets for them, comforting them. There's a part of me that's dying inside watching it happen. I feel so incredibly old.
Answering selfishly, without a doubt, I'm suicidal. I won't tell anyone. I'm not allowed to die before my parents. I won't do that. I feel shame because I want to die now, but my parents are still alive, yet I wish death. Maybe I'll feel differently next week. Next month. Next year. |
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I had a great day , we stained and sealed our deck !
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