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Default Aug 06, 2019 at 09:59 PM
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Congrats Wild!!! I’m so happy for you

BirdDancer... my husbands labs from yesterday are looking better, we see the Doctor tomorrow, at this point I’m sure he will be okay with the trip. There is a very small “ chance” it could be 3 weeks not 4. My husband absolutely loves the reunions.. he goes to them all, the whole gang often have one every couple years. Just in the last 3-4 years A lot of people are passing away. No one from Florida is going to make a trip to see us.. never happened never will. Last time the kids came up was at least 5 years ago. We just aren’t needed like we once were.. one days the kids will realize maybe they should have made a bit of time for us?? Or maybe they won’t??

I’m feeling very overwhelmed with life, self esteem in the gutter, self loathing, trying to find a “ point” to things. I know my husband being so scary ill has worn me down some, I’m isolating as much as possible which for me right now is staying in bed as long as I can physically stand it. My husband wants to leave the 10th instead of the 13th.

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Default Aug 06, 2019 at 11:01 PM
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I have been assessing the damage to my finances over a period of time. Fortunately, I did place some money into something substantial instead of junk. I took inventory of the current day used prices regarding my three hobbies which spans many decades.. My hobbies are photography,, antique firearms, and music synthesis. All this gear totals up to $46,000. I find this hard to believe. The antique firearms are a good part of this. I do not know what to do. I am selling some of my photography equipment, the parts that I have never used. It sucks to have an overwhelming debt when I need to sell off much that which I want to keep. .

I am still looking for a job. Nobody wants to hire me. This was also true during the Christmas season I do not know what is going on with myself. My friend may end up hiring me when he gets a new up coming contract.

I have been really depressed. My new puppy has been helping me. However, what is frustrating to me is that she carries off my stuff and hides them on me. LOL I am still looking for my shoes. My CBD vape juice, and capsules, will be here maybe by Friday. This helps me, which is very noticeable to me.

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Default Aug 07, 2019 at 08:46 AM
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I GOT THE JOB!!! I’m going to be an English teacher in a school for kids with emotional and behavioral problems once again. I’m so excited! The only thing I’m worried about is I can’t renew my teacher of students with disabilities certificate until I get 21 post baccalaureate credits. I have 21, but they’re in two different programs (some in a master’s the others in a regular post bacc program). I’m not sure if that will be acceptable. But I will have 21 credits by the end of the fall semester so hopefully everything will work out. I would hate to give notice at my current job to find out I can’t take this new one. But I will ask about that. I have to go for a physical on Friday that’s going to take 2 hours I hope I don’t have to run! I don’t mind lifting now that my back is healed up but I still suck at running.

I’m so excited! I’m already planning bulletin boards and classroom motivators and lesson plans. I just have to find out what the curriculum is. Then I can focus on one thing. I want to do the poetry project I did with my gpa kids with them but they said they focus on test prep and I’m not sure I can tie poetry into test prep.

Yay! So excited!
Congratulations wildflower!!! Good luck with your new job.
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Good Evening!

I have gotten a lot done. I think I've added at least 12 new passwords to the mix. I don't like to have so much on the internet. I miss the good ole days without cell phones, without the internet, etc.

So, I've found out more about .gov's inability to "recognize me." They cannot verify anything about me. Why? Because Equifax , they think, has frozen my account/ is blocking me from being able to be seen/verified and/or to do anything. :what?:

Tomorrow, I need to get a vascular ultrasound.
I hope my arm will be okay.
My right arm will be just fine.

I hope the ultrasound goes well and your arm is ok.

How frustrating about the .gov stuff! I hope that gets easier for you as well.

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Default Aug 07, 2019 at 09:04 AM
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My NP called and they are going to taper off Abilify and keep Geodon and Vraylar. I’m to take 15 mg for a week then quit. I feel positive about this change. I’d already decided to up my cardio and nutrition to offset potential downturns.

Some great news! I was convinced I had a cavity that needed a filling and possibly even a root canal. Went to the dentist this morning. There is nothing there! Yay! He lectured me again about my grinding of my teeth and I committed to a custom nightguard in September.

It’s a beautiful day to float and I’m in a good mood.

Warm wishes to everyone and hugs to those that are struggling.
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Default Aug 07, 2019 at 09:52 AM
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slept awful last night and woke up with bad morning panic and anxiety. took a klonopin. had a long relaxing shower too. last night just took melatonin and some over the counter sleep aids. took my son to work and my daughter is off today so I have the rest of the day to rest and calm down. watching some encore baseball and may watch a movie later or do some reading once the kpin kicks in.

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