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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Tennessee
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#461
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Oh hun , I’m so sorry that you just keep finding more. When will the madness end???! Ugh ! I’m always here for you !! Love you bunches __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Wild Coyote
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Legendary Wise Elder
Community Liaison
Member Since Jul 2011
Location: Tennessee
Posts: 22,450
(SuperPoster!)
12 12.7k hugs
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#462
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Your always helping me with support and love I’m ever so grateful for it __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Wild Coyote
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Wild Coyote
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
Member Since May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 24,589
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#463
I've been in really good spirits.
Have a new therapist who is wonderful. The only big issue I have been dealing with is my anger and bitterness. I hope I can learn to get a hold of it soon. __________________ Tales of Love, Motivation, and An Interesting Journey - Please Subscribe to my Website on WordPress: Inspired Odyssey's Path to Wellness and Love |
Anonymous46341, Daonnachd, fern46, Innerzone, Sunflower123, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote
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Wild Coyote
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Legendary
Community Liaison
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: USA
Posts: 12,735
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#464
Innerzone, I hope everything went well and you will sleep peacefully tonight!
BirdDancer, You have done so well while facing a lot. Maybe it's time to take some time Out? Yellow_fleurs, A big hug for you! __________________ May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. |
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: US
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#465
Christina, I am so sorry!! Ugh chronic pain is a b****, and it's so true if you don't experience it you just cannot imagine. I cannot complain at the moment, but having had it in the past know it is no joke. It left me very depressed and feeling hopeless. I hope this new medication helps and is approved quickly.
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fern46, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote, ~Christina
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Legendary
Community Liaison
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: USA
Posts: 12,735
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7 70.9k hugs
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#466
__________________ May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. |
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: US
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#467
Thank you! You are right, I should probably pursue this more. I got scared I would make myself worse with birth control as happened before, but it might be worth trying something again.
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Anonymous46341, Daonnachd, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote
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Wild Coyote, ~Christina
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Legendary
Community Liaison
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: USA
Posts: 12,735
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7 70.9k hugs
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#468
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I am tired tonight. __________________ May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. |
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2006
Location: Napa Valley
Posts: 2,116
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#469
I'm just happy to check in and wish the best to everyone.
__________________ >< |
Anonymous46341, fern46, Innerzone, Nammu, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote
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Innerzone, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote, ~Christina
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Legendary
Community Liaison
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: USA
Posts: 12,735
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7 70.9k hugs
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#470
__________________ May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. |
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#471
Hi everyone! I haven't been on in awhile. Needed a break.
Wild Coyote --omg! I don't even know where to begin! It would be so scary to find out the person you've known so long is not who you thought they were. I'm so very sorry! Big hugs! Christina-- I hope things calm down for you! Big hugs! I'm down to 3 mgs of diazepam! Yay! It hasn't been THAT hard. I do get waves of anxiety but they pass. I'll be glad to be totally off benzos and I'll never, ever take them again! My son at the beginning of the month stole from me to buy weed. That was stressful. Luckily he didn't get all psychotic. I'm still struggling with bathing. Since I had that panic attack in the bath tub I'm just really anxious about bathing. I can't shower due to my back. I have a shower chair but I'm too weak to go up and down with it and it kills my back going up and down. I got ANOTHER new therapist. This one is fresh out of college. She's really young. We're going to do emdr on the bathing. I was in the middle of doing that with my last therapist. But she up and moved to California. This one is intimidated by me I feel. She's like, I looked through your file and wow, you've survived sooo much trauma, where to begin? I'm like I got to get this bathing thing under control so I can do pt again. I don't want to do it now dirty etc. I have a friend I talk to when I bathe. But she's not always around. Not bathing enough causes me to isolate which isn't good. I did almost drown when I was 9. But I think it's something else. Idk, wish I didn't have this problem. It sucks. So anyway, that's what is going on with me. Just life with ptsd and bipolar lol... Last edited by Anonymous41403; Jul 19, 2019 at 12:27 AM.. |
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#472
I'm so sorry! Unfortunately, I know what it's like to have worthless pdocs or psych nurses. Please don't give up! You are loved and cared about! Please try to find some hope in anything. Or maybe have a good cry. You can always pm me. Please don't give up!
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#473
How do you give hugs from a phone? Does anyone know?
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Wild Coyote, ~Christina
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Legendary Wise Elder
Community Liaison
Member Since Jul 2011
Location: Tennessee
Posts: 22,450
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#475
I use Tapatalk so it doesn’t offer the hug option and I can’t stand to use web browser on my phone. So I “ thank “ people all the time. Thanks for your support ! Good for you decreasing your benzo. I hope through therapy you can build back up useful coping skills that will improve your situation. __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Community Liaison
Member Since Jul 2011
Location: Tennessee
Posts: 22,450
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12 12.7k hugs
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#476
IZ .... how did surgery go ?????
__________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Junior Member
Member Since Jul 2019
Location: Netherlands
Posts: 19
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#477
So, I had my "end evaluation"for disability with my current employer today. It is clear they want to get rid of me and push me into disability. And I don't want that, I am convinced I can work. But now I have to apply for it anyway. I will make the physician understand that being bipolar doesn't mean that I am not able to work and that anything they give me, has to be in support of getting a new job. I am not a happy camper
__________________ Ah, but the pusher ruin your body Lord, he'll leave your, he'll leave your mind to scream! (the Pusher, Steppenwolf) |
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Elder
Member Since Sep 2008
Location: Scotland, UK
Posts: 5,245
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#478
Feeling good... away for a few days with my family to a lodge with a hot tub. 1 of 2 holidays this year like this. It's about 2 and a half hour drive from where I stay. It's meant to be raining the whole time but who cares lol!
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#479
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I hope you're able to fix things and be able to continue working. |
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Legendary
Community Liaison
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: USA
Posts: 12,735
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#480
Hi Rose!
Thanks for your kind words. Welcome back! __________________ May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. |
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