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Wild Coyote · Sep 08, 2019 at 03:20 PM

Miss Laura,

You are not annoying anyone!

I'd be very concerned if you disappear from here when you are having a tough time.

I am wondering if your decision to stay away, for now, is what may cause some misunderstanding with people irl?
Friends step up and are supportive when you need support. We are here for you and you are choosing to isolate and/or to withdraw from support offered here.

We are here chatting on this thread with you because we want to chat with you. We want to be here for you. We would not return to this thread, otherwise.

No need to isolate from people being available to you!

bizi · Sep 08, 2019 at 03:30 PM

please don't quit posting.
((((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Miss Laura · Sep 08, 2019 at 03:32 PM

Thank you guys it's nice to know I have friends.

IRL my friend that I talk to has ignored my message on WhatsApp that I sent last week despite being online so she would of seen it. My message was hey how are you? She has also ignored my message on FB messager I sent on Fri asking if she wanted to go to a meditation class with me. My 3 other friends ignore me have their own important lives to lead. I haven't spoken to 1 since April, 1 from May and 1 from June I constantly text or message them but they ignore me.

I give up!

Life isn't meant to be with friends I'm destined to just be alone like the loser I am.

The friend in May took 10 days to tell me she had her baby only cause I texted her to ask. Despite her saying she would text. People say I over reacted as I'm raging she doesn't class me as a good friend I've known her for 10 ish years. I'm hurt tbh. But as usual I'm a loser.

My friend is currently online who I normally chat to and she hasn't looked at my messages. I give up.

Talking to the guys makes me feel liked. I know that's stupid.

bizi · Sep 08, 2019 at 03:46 PM

I think that you should tell these friends of yours that they hurt your feelings.
bizi

fern46 · Sep 08, 2019 at 03:48 PM

You are liked here. You're great!

Miss Laura · Sep 08, 2019 at 03:59 PM

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Originally Posted by bizi

I think that you should tell these friends of yours that they hurt your feelings.
bizi

I don't want to hurt their feelings ironic huh. I feel if I did I would lose them completely as in my head I still have them... if that makes sense

~Christina · Sep 08, 2019 at 05:59 PM

Laura I have enjoyed your company for years here. Stay, share how your feeling.

Love you bunches and I just want to help you ride out this manic hell and have soft as possible landing and not a path of destruction to fix in the aftermath.

Innerzone · Sep 08, 2019 at 08:02 PM

I really can't think of anything to add beyond what has already been said, so just consider me a member of the chorus. Much love to you Miss Laura, I hope you find your way back to safety, and soon. Also, please continue to post. So many people here care very much about you.

saucygirl31 · Sep 09, 2019 at 10:22 AM

how u doing @Miss Laura

Miss Laura · Sep 09, 2019 at 12:35 PM

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Originally Posted by saucygirl31

how u doing @Miss Laura

I'm still great thanks, my friends haven't contacted me so I give up trying to talk to people in real life. The guy is definitely coming over in less than 16 hours. I'm mega excited still.

Miss Laura · Sep 09, 2019 at 04:07 PM

Update guy has cancelled I was due to see him in 12 hours. I'm massively gutted and feel let down. Sad times.

Wild Coyote · Sep 09, 2019 at 04:15 PM

Hi Miss Laura, I am sorry you are disappointed,

I think you'd feel much better about life and relationships if you'd get involved in other interests . You can derive some self-esteem from your involvement in other activities.

You will likely make some friends and won't be so laone and so let down when some stranger does not show up. When you feel better about yourself, you won't need to get a boost in your self-esteem from people you do not know. You will feel so much better about yourself, you will learn to set more boundaries with strangers and with anyone who is not good for you!

I hope you will find something healthy to do with your time, since the gentleman is not showing up.

Concerned about you!

Nola0250 · Sep 09, 2019 at 05:26 PM

Miss Laura please do keep posting!

Is there any way of talking you out of meeting that guy tomorrow? EDIT just saw you are not. Good, I’m glad you have some more time to get stable and then if you want you can meet him on your own stable terms and not when your judgement might be limited. I know you’re disappointed but I think it’s a good thing.

~Christina · Sep 11, 2019 at 12:54 AM

Laura, how are you today ?

Miss Laura · Sep 11, 2019 at 02:24 AM

Hey Christina,

Another guy was meant to come over yesterday afternoon. But a friend my nurse friend persuaded me not to meet with him. I met my nurse friend and she says she's been concerned about me. She was saying she might need to tell someone if she thinks I'm not safe. But I think I hope I have managed to tell her I'm fine. I know its wrong but I want that guy to come over despite having no connection with him. I'm seeing my worker in 5 hours so hopefully I can tell her

Nola0250 · Sep 11, 2019 at 08:27 AM

i Hope you are starting to feel more grounded and that your worker can help you! When I get like this the best thing for me is more meds.

Miss Laura · Sep 11, 2019 at 08:38 AM

Saw my worker she says I was notably manic. Talking really fast. I never notice it. Told me to call my CPN. As a med tweek might be needed. So awaiting on her calling me back to tell her everything. My worker is gonna tell my CPN when she gets back to the office

fern46 · Sep 11, 2019 at 09:32 AM

That's good news. I hope you're feeling ok enough to accept it and take the next step. You've been experiencing symptoms of mania for several days now, so maybe a med tweak is exactly what you need. Thanks for keeping us posted. We're all hoping good things for you!

Wild Coyote · Sep 11, 2019 at 09:44 AM

Great news, Laura!

Miss Laura · Sep 12, 2019 at 03:38 PM

I'm still waiting on my CPN calling me. I've called today already to leave message as she wasn't in the office. My counsellor says I'm in danger and is concerned she was wanting to phone my CPN but I said I would call which I did. But still nothing. My friend says maybe I need to check into the hospital but I've never been to hospital ever so I'm quite unsure about it

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Nola0250 Member Member Since Dec 2017 Location: California Posts: 285 6 65 hugs given	Sep 09, 2019 at 05:26 PM #53 Miss Laura please do keep posting! Is there any way of talking you out of meeting that guy tomorrow? EDIT just saw you are not. Good, I’m glad you have some more time to get stable and then if you want you can meet him on your own stable terms and not when your judgement might be limited. I know you’re disappointed but I think it’s a good thing.
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Nola0250 Member Member Since Dec 2017 Location: California Posts: 285 6 65 hugs given	Sep 11, 2019 at 08:27 AM #56 i Hope you are starting to feel more grounded and that your worker can help you! When I get like this the best thing for me is more meds.
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Miss Laura Elder Member Since Sep 2008 Location: Scotland, UK Posts: 5,245 15 85 hugs given	Sep 11, 2019 at 08:38 AM #57 Saw my worker she says I was notably manic. Talking really fast. I never notice it. Told me to call my CPN. As a med tweek might be needed. So awaiting on her calling me back to tell her everything. My worker is gonna tell my CPN when she gets back to the office
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fern46 Grand Magnate Member Since Mar 2019 Location: USA Posts: 3,021 5 4,300 hugs given	Sep 11, 2019 at 09:32 AM #58 That's good news. I hope you're feeling ok enough to accept it and take the next step. You've been experiencing symptoms of mania for several days now, so maybe a med tweak is exactly what you need. Thanks for keeping us posted. We're all hoping good things for you!
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