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Default Oct 13, 2019 at 10:49 PM
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I can tell by your eyes that you’ve probably been crying forever...

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Default Oct 13, 2019 at 11:41 PM
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Are you okay ????

Looping one song or artist is never a healthy thing for you.

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Are you okay ????

Looping one song or artist is never a healthy thing for you.
I know. And right now I’m not ok. I am waiting for my pdoc to call me back. I am tearful and low. All I want to do is go back to sleep but I already slept past 12:30. I am trying to do some things during the rest of my day so I will stay awake and maybe lift my mood. I have to go pick my oldest daughter up from school in about 1/2 hour so I have to get dressed and brush my teeth for that. I’ll start there. Thanks for checking on me.

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I know. And right now I’m not ok. I am waiting for my pdoc to call me back. I am tearful and low. All I want to do is go back to sleep but I already slept past 12:30. I am trying to do some things during the rest of my day so I will stay awake and maybe lift my mood. I have to go pick my oldest daughter up from school in about 1/2 hour so I have to get dressed and brush my teeth for that. I’ll start there. Thanks for checking on me.


I’m sorry your struggling but I’m so happy your reaching out for help quickly keep posting if it helps

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Seems it's been a rough day for me, too. Full moon in Aries? *shivers*

I hope with all my heart that your day eases.

Danny Whitten is the man who wrote that gorgeous song. He was a member of Crazy Horse (Neil Young). and so very talented. Danny's story is tragic - but it is also touching.

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Seems it's been a rough day for me, too. Full moon in Aries? *shivers*

I hope with all my heart that your day eases.

Danny Whitten is the man who wrote that gorgeous song. He was a member of Crazy Horse (Neil Young). and so very talented. Danny's story is tragic - but it is also touching.

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I love his version! There is always beauty in listening to an original because you know that it is honest and genuine. Thank you for sharing.

My day did get a little better. I went to a support group this evening, it’s one I regularly attended a couple of years ago and it turns out that one of the two therapists that lead it left and has been replaced with a therapist I used to see. So, I still knew both therapists and a lot of the members were from back when I used to attend. I did like that therapist, I stopped seeing her because it became evident that she wasn’t skilled in working with bipolar and I think I was just a bit much for her. So anyway, I felt right at home. It was a good release.

I hope something brightened your day as well!

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Aw, I am so glad that your day improved. Wonderful! Mine got better as the hours rolled past.

So true about an original. You put it well

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Hope you’re hanging in there.

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Hope you’re hanging in there.
I have already left the house this morning to do some running so my mind has been preoccupied. So far, so good. I also texted my t to see if she can fit me in this week as last week we pushed my appt time back to 2 weeks thinking I was doing better. I am waiting to find out. She texted me back and told me she’s out of town and her planner is at home. She’s going to let me know tomorrow evening. Thanks for the well wishes!

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xx fingers crossed that she can get you in this week. Keep us posted on how you're doing.

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