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Grand Magnate
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__________________ ***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Are you okay ????
Looping one song or artist is never a healthy thing for you. __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Grand Magnate
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I know. And right now I’m not ok. I am waiting for my pdoc to call me back. I am tearful and low. All I want to do is go back to sleep but I already slept past 12:30. I am trying to do some things during the rest of my day so I will stay awake and maybe lift my mood. I have to go pick my oldest daughter up from school in about 1/2 hour so I have to get dressed and brush my teeth for that. I’ll start there. Thanks for checking on me.
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Seems it's been a rough day for me, too. Full moon in Aries? *shivers*
I hope with all my heart that your day eases. Danny Whitten is the man who wrote that gorgeous song. He was a member of Crazy Horse (Neil Young). and so very talented. Danny's story is tragic - but it is also touching. YouTube __________________ |
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My day did get a little better. I went to a support group this evening, it’s one I regularly attended a couple of years ago and it turns out that one of the two therapists that lead it left and has been replaced with a therapist I used to see. So, I still knew both therapists and a lot of the members were from back when I used to attend. I did like that therapist, I stopped seeing her because it became evident that she wasn’t skilled in working with bipolar and I think I was just a bit much for her. So anyway, I felt right at home. It was a good release. I hope something brightened your day as well! __________________ ***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Aw, I am so glad that your day improved. Wonderful! Mine got better as the hours rolled past.
So true about an original. You put it well __________________ |
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Grand Magnate
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Location: KY
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__________________ ***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Hope you’re hanging in there.
__________________ Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety OCD celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin |
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Grand Magnate
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I have already left the house this morning to do some running so my mind has been preoccupied. So far, so good. I also texted my t to see if she can fit me in this week as last week we pushed my appt time back to 2 weeks thinking I was doing better. I am waiting to find out. She texted me back and told me she’s out of town and her planner is at home. She’s going to let me know tomorrow evening. Thanks for the well wishes!
__________________ ***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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xx fingers crossed that she can get you in this week. Keep us posted on how you're doing.
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