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Sleep good now. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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#64
Went to bed at 7ish. Got up after an hour of nothing remotely resembling sleep and cleaned. Got caught up on emails and stuff. Lay back down at around 11 and then finally slept 'till 3. That is very good for me right now. This is just my reality now and I am trying to accept it. I find that not accepting reality is a ticket to stress.
Just checked the radar and it looks like there is a crease in the rain for a little bit. I'm gonna get my gear on and try to get out in in for 90 minutes or so. Despite my shocking sleep deficit, I do not seem to be really psychotic or manic at the moment. Watching this very closely. I have spent many, many Christmas dinners in the hospital. Don't want to do that again. Sending support, calm, and safe hugs to everyone. It's a tough time of year. Hang in there!! __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#65
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#66
Christina, nine hours is great! I hope your headache is now gone and you feel beautifully rested.
bpcyclist, enjoy your bike ride! Whenever I think of you, I imagine you riding with a nice breeze blowing past you. |
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Tomorrow I plan to make the very last of my Czech Christmas cookies for my Czech Christmas cookies post series. I also plan to make some marzipan, which I will use to make little marzipan hedgehogs. Once I've done this, I will post one additional post that shows just the photos of each cookie/confection with accompanying descriptions and links to the recipe posts. All have been made, photographed, and have tweaked recipes that include US and European ingredient measurements. There will be 10 total cookie recipes/confections, plus a Christmas sweet bread recipe. This has been quite a big project! Frankly, I'll be glad when it is over. That won't stop my Christmas cookie baking, though. I will likely make a couple more that I didn't make this year, but are already represented on my blog. Then, I will likely end the culinary posts and go back to posting about mental health issues, reflections, prose poetry, other articles, and stories.
Today we go to Philly for my hubby's regular eye exam. I hate these appointments, because they last almost 2 hours each time. The drive to Philly is also unpleasant. |
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I've also experienced issues with reading after having gone through several psychotic episodes, I guess some long lasting cognitive issues are result of that, it took a long time for my reading to get back to where it used to be, being stable for a long period of time has helped. __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#69
Thanks! Hopefully it does, it seems like a great program I wish there were more places like it available for people
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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I just set up some Nest security cameras in my apartment.
When I first moved in, someone tried to steal stuff from me. (It was during the moving process, too.) Then about 6 months ago, I saw some guy casually walking up and down the hallway grabbing onto everyone's door handles and wiggling them. I didn't recognize him. Now someone random was rattling my handles. I'm not sure if they mistook the apartment for theirs or if it was someone else who was trying to see if I left my door open. So I just said, "f*** it. I'll just keep my place safe." I'm glad these cameras have so many features, such as being able to tell when you're away, taking high-res photos of people who break in, and sending alerts when there is movement while you're gone. Should also be helpful when maintenance comes in because it should help prevent theft (or at least capture the theft on video). I got them on sale from B&H. Anyway, mood is pretty good. Neither up nor down, but juuuuust right. I have therapy tomorrow and I have a lot of things to talk about. I hope I'm able to talk through everything in the short period of time I have (35 mins). |
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Made plans to hang out with my friend tomorrow.
Even after a few months it still feels weird to be so stable. Normally 99% of the time I'd be caught up with paranoid delusions and auditory hallucinations most of the day every day, now that most of my symptoms are gone for the first time in many years I'm almost at a loss for what to do with myself, I know that sounds weird lol I guess I was just always so preoccupied and in my own world that time passed quickly.. or didn't exist for me. Bought an apple pie and french vanilla ice cream to have around Christmas I'm really looking forward to the holidays! Hope everyone is well __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Another day -- they've got to get better, right?
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#76
Getting nervous. The clinic is supposed to call to tell me what time to show up tomorrow morning for that scope procedure. No call so I called them,....it rand and rang,...rand.....rang. I'd like to know what time to get up.
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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I am so happy that your having such positive stability !!!!!! Ohhhh Apple pie and ice cream one of my favorites !! __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Geeeezzzz I would think they would call as a reminder? Hope you hear something soon Did you get some sleep ?? __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Oh your cookies !!!!!! Yummmy !!!! I love seeing them, I am just not a good baker, I tried for years and finally just admitted defeat lol I know you dread the trip for your husbands eye appts , I hope it all goes well. Did you head out to that cafe you found last trip ??! Are you feeling better today ?? __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Oh Blue I’m sorry that you have trouble with someone wandering around checking doors scary !!! It’s good you invested into security cameras that will give you some peace of mind I hope that you can get everything out in therapy, I know sometimes I run out of time. __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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