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Default Sep 18, 2020 at 08:52 PM
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Hey Bizi Im not really wordy right now, But I have been reading and cheering you on

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First night alcohol free for me. I have issues with sleep (and not enough benzos... allergic to seroquel etc). I'm hoping we both sleep tonight. Cheering you on also.

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Hey Bizi Im not really wordy right now, But I have been reading and cheering you on
I have missed you, you are on meds again. feeling any better, are you sleeping?
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First night alcohol free for me. I have issues with sleep (and not enough benzos... allergic to seroquel etc). I'm hoping we both sleep tonight. Cheering you on also.

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cheering you on my dear fuzzy. thanks for the cheers for me!
I sleep fine with klonipin 1mg. have you ever tried trazadone?Many people like it, I did not like it, it dried me up and became a mouth breather and could not sleep.
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I have missed you, you are on meds again. feeling any better, are you sleeping?
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Hey !

Yeah I went on Meds about 3 weeks ,Things seemed to settle some , Steve was finally doing better... But I got rage-y , I have never been that angry , ever.. No Idea why ?? Steve finally seemed like he wasnt going to die on me, So I think Mentally I just collapsed , Straight Seroquel which really has snowed me under, Sleeping 12-14 + hours of sleep a day..

I still have a running background anger, Not sure what that is all about

SO for now I will stay on it, Mainly because I have zero AP non stop anger... If I did I would have quit pretty soon.. That's miserable and I cant handle gaining more weight.

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Heart Sep 19, 2020 at 11:43 PM
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when do you christina, see your pdoc? could you ask for a lower dose of the seroquel?that is a lot of sleep!
is it all in one session or do you wake up and do stuff then go back to bed?
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I drag myself out of bed. Take the damn pill l and I have to start doing something , which is usually cleaning as that keeps me up right and moving But I still want to sleep and somedays I just to go take a nap. I went from lifelong insomnia 2-4 hours of sleep now to a ridiclous amount My brain feels like its being pulled like a taffy machine if that makes any sense>

Im sure I will lower the dose once this unknown anger gets lost. So more likely stop it all the way

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sorry for the anger issues. do you have a therapist to work on that?
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Default Sep 20, 2020 at 08:05 PM
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Yes my T and I working on it, This is just so far from my normal. Usually if I get angry or rage-y I internalize it all. This Anger ? Oh damn I have no idea where it came from. My T and I are working on finding what is going on ,, but no luck at this point unless I have just crashed once I felt Steve was going to not die every day.. So that is a possibilty altho it just makes no sense anyway..

Because I still have some of this anger/rage going to I will stay on Seroquel 100mg 3 times a day, which is very bizarre that anything knocks me out so long. Weird for sure !

Are you busy with work again ? I'm guessing Covid has impacted your job alot

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why not ask to just take 300mg at night?
Glad that you have a therapist!

My business is slower than normal because I can't see

quite a few because they won't let me in yet.
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I hurt my back monday the 21st by sitting incorrectly in the computer chair.
sounds ridiculous . I went to a chiropractor yesterday and I was worse. could not get comfortable when I tried to sleep, I was on a heating pad for 2 hours then got off of it.
today it is much worse.
It is the illiac/sacral joint (SI JOINT) in you lower back/butt area where there are dimples on each side it is my right side..
I called a specialist office to ask if it is sciatica or just inflammation in the SI joint, and made an appointment in a week. I did not need a referral from my primary. It is at 9am but am supposed to get there 30 minutes before my appointment. 8;30 ugh! It takes 2-3 hours long, wow! I will have to move a client.


Today, Hubby got his results from his primary internist. He is not home yet so I will get a report when he is here in about a half an hour.

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I hurt my back monday the 21st by sitting incorrectly in the computer chair.
sounds ridiculous . I went to a chiropractor yesterday and I was worse. could not get comfortable when I tried to sleep, I was on a heating pad for 2 hours then got off of it.
today it is much worse.
It is the illiac/sacral joint (SI JOINT) in you lower back/butt area where there are dimples on each side it is my right side..
I called a specialist office to ask if it is sciatica or just inflammation in the SI joint, and made an appointment in a week. I did not need a referral from my primary. It is at 9am but am supposed to get there 30 minutes before my appointment. 8;30 ugh! It takes 2-3 hours long, wow! I will have to move a client.


Today, Hubby got his results from his primary internist. He is not home yet so I will get a report when he is here in about a half an hour.

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Ouch! That sounds painful. I had sciatica in that area a lot when I was pregnant. A lot of people recommend heat, but that seemed to make mine worse. Ice helped a lot though. I used to put ice packs in my yoga pants and just roll around doing my chores that way

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I hurt my back monday the 21st by sitting incorrectly in the computer chair.
sounds ridiculous . I went to a chiropractor yesterday and I was worse. could not get comfortable when I tried to sleep, I was on a heating pad for 2 hours then got off of it.
today it is much worse.
It is the illiac/sacral joint (SI JOINT) in you lower back/butt area where there are dimples on each side it is my right side..
I called a specialist office to ask if it is sciatica or just inflammation in the SI joint, and made an appointment in a week. I did not need a referral from my primary. It is at 9am but am supposed to get there 30 minutes before my appointment. 8;30 ugh! It takes 2-3 hours long, wow! I will have to move a client.


Today, Hubby got his results from his primary internist. He is not home yet so I will get a report when he is here in about a half an hour.

bizi

I pulled the SI joint once. What a misery that was. I took a month of muscle relaxers, which caused me to sleep really well and healed the SI pain

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Bizi.. Ugh I did that years ago and it did take weeks to resolve.. I'm glad you have made an appt hopefully you will get back to feeling better and no pain sooner rather than later

Hope there is good news on your husbands tests

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no news on hubbys test, it will take a while before he gets the results.
slept much much better last night because I took all of my prns and extra klonipin.It really hurts to lift my right leg to do anything, it was really difficult getting dressed

this morning,I usually have a hard tine putting my left side in chronic hip problems.
It hurts when i get out of a chair, even sitting on the futon hurts.
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Once the SI joint gets inflamed it seems to be difficult to calm it down. I'm so sorry, chronic pain is absolutely draining.

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Glad you got sleep.. Its so hard to deal with that kind of pain, Its to me like a toothache its hard to find any position that offers and relief..

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I had to take a bunch of as needed meds
to make sure I got to sleep, as I had not
gotten sleep the night before due to pain.
I took some alieve this morning at 9 so will
take 800mg of advil tonight with less as
needed meds. See if I sleep. I don't want
to get dependent on the other meds.
one of them is zyprexa 10mg sub lingual my
provider said I could take that every night. nope,
strong hunger pains and weight gain on zyprexa.

Jeff won't get his results for a few more days.
His exam was a wellness exam, physical.
He did not do the prostate exam like usual.

WE made quesadillas and they were good, black bean
with serona peppers
and pepper jack cheese and spices and
sour cream with spices,
it tasted very south western. Very good had never
done them before.
That was the last meal of the kit.
Already canceled it so we won't be getting any more.
Have mixed feelings about this.
I liked getting all of the ingredients but did not like
feeling the pressure to cook every night.I know that sounds ridiculous.
signing off
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my back and butt is much better today!
It still hurts to lift my leg off the floor

while seated though but not as much.
I slept great last night on my regular medication.
no PRNS.
I did take an alieve at 9pm.
and 2 advil at noon.
I am going to start taking a diet pill
for weight loss. I am tired of being this heavy.

I hope it will arrrive soon. they over charged me so I contacted them and cleared up the error.
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I am fogging getting up I could not sleep.So at 3am I took my prn for zyprexa 10mg sublingual and requip to
treat any leg movement that the zyprexa gives me.
I woke up at 10;30 but stayed in bed until almost 10;45am.
Jeff was just leaving to go watch a foot ball game , our local ULL
university is playing at 11am which is highly unusual.
usually they play at night. They could not get tickets

so they are watching the game at pauls. He will not stay for the full game.

The we go over there for dinner tonight.

Made plans to go to texas road house with melissa and her

hubby for sunday night, tomorrow. so lots of good food that we don't have to cook..
They had 7 employees test positive months ago.
Have not heard if any of them or others have come down with the virus?
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