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Still not well...at all. Starting trintellix tomorrow, on top of my welbutrin. Iím praying it works because Iíd forgotten how exhausting and heavy depression is. I am not a crier and thatís all I want to do (I donít though, unless Iím in therapy). I feel completely hopeless, useless, and worthless.
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Still not well...at all. Starting trintellix tomorrow, on top of my welbutrin. Iím praying it works because Iíd forgotten how exhausting and heavy depression is. I am not a crier and thatís all I want to do (I donít though, unless Iím in therapy). I feel completely hopeless, useless, and worthless.
Sorry to hear that. Depression is awful. Trintellix works very well for some people. Make sure you eat with it though as it can cause stomach upsets. Good luck!
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I am refining my approach to "pour over" coffee making. The biggest problem is going too close to the edge of a completely full filter. Some fines, and even granulas, can end up in the coffee This helps to make it taste bitter. I have been looking at an antique pistol that is 175 years old. I used to put it in a firearm sock. The sock smelled when new. Well, I found out it smelled because of a cleaner/rust preventative solvent. It stripped away most of the bluing and grey patina. What a traumatic experience, watching the value go down by up to a couple thousand dollars. I felt like crying. I have another that is 250 years old in excellent condition. It was made about when the Bill of Rights of the United States was being signed. I just love the history these antiques provide to me. I have not been practicing my piano, which is really foolish. I really want to learn how to play the piano once again.

I have a couple days of work coming up to,orrow. More money! Help with my credit card! I scan everybody's receipt to see if they stole anything from the store. It will be a nine hour day on my feet tomorrow. Tonight I am washing my clothes, walking the dog, and taking a shower. Funny thing. I am not as depressed as I was before the job. This is very odd.
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It was a mild Winter day here and i tried to get out and enjoy it but my dog just shivered and shivered. I have a fancy expensive coat for her but i guess she doesn't like the damp weather. Also i just got her groomed. She is all soft and smooth. Other people don't like her like this. The like her more fluffy. But i like her all ways and think she is super-cute!

My mild depression continues, as it will until Spring.

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