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Aug 05, 2020 at 07:58 PM
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T seems to think I'm going to end up hurting myself. Even though I don't think I will. She wants me to see pdoc.and not use sleep to excape it. Her suggestions were mainly distract myself. She wants my anxiety treated. A lot of it was hold on help is coming kind of thing. It was good but scary how serious she took my current issue.
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Aug 06, 2020 at 05:58 PM
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I'm glad she's taking you very seriously. I believe she should
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Aug 06, 2020 at 09:32 PM
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I'm glad she's taking you seriously. You are getting help and that's very good. Even if you go inpatient you will be where you're safe!
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Aug 06, 2020 at 11:24 PM
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It was unnerving. I'm usually able to laugh stuff off but she wouldn't let me. I teared up afterwards and I have no idea why. I'm becoming quiet again and confused what to believe. Honestly it shouldn't matter if I'm real it's not like I'm not doing anything different from the outside. Well I am but I shouldn't be. I'm isolating, confused, yesterday my head was loud but today it's quiet. I kinda hope my dr wants to see me early but that's also really scary to me.
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Aug 07, 2020 at 05:47 PM
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So I called my center. They have no idea why they called yesterday. They set up another therapy appointment and then let me go. I didn't tell the receptionist what's going on. I'm not caring as much today so I guess that's good. I don't know.
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Aug 07, 2020 at 06:48 PM
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I'm so glad you're continuing to post on this thread, Mm. Psychosis can be so rough and confusing, especially without the support of others who know what it's like to be there.
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Aug 07, 2020 at 09:31 PM
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Do you feel you are getting the treatment you need? My case manager calls me every so often to check in so that's good. When youre in crisis like it sounds like you are, you deserve more attention and care from your mental health professionals. Feel better!
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Aug 07, 2020 at 10:28 PM
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Today I'm calmer. I have trouble recognizing when I'm in crisis. Is this a crisis? I don't feel I'm steps away from the hospital, I never feel that way though. I'm safe enough, I need to show my treatment team I don't need the safety of the hospital. I see T 1x a week, Is that not enough? I see pdoc in 12 days. That doesn't seem to long from now. My H knows and is reassuring me but I hate being needy. I hate to change my medication but pdoc is going to want me to. I think I'm getting better, IDK. I wish this didn't come with so much self advocacy. I want to see if I can make it to my next appointments.
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