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Jun 02, 2020 at 06:28 AM
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I was honest for the first time, I could be honest because doc listened to me without judging me, overreacting or forcing me to take a path I do not want to take.
In the past, I have lied a lot to avoid IP or being forced to take meds. I was lying because of fear. I usually shut down when overwhelmed by racing thoughts and voices, that makes me look weird but unless I tell you what I am feeling and sensing you cannot know what It is happening. I guess that is why I have been misdiagnosed with a lot of things that did not make sense (like a PD when I was like a whole week sleeping 0 hours and wanted to kill myself and everyone else due to the extreme agitation and anger, It was not me, I am not like that, I was like possessed. The IP doc thougth I was always suicidal and angry). __________________ Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
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Jun 02, 2020 at 07:20 AM
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This is great news!
 A practitioner's willingness to listen without judgement can create a safe space for us to relate our experiences and our concerns. I hope this is a sign of better professional care to come as well as a greater opportunity to have your needs met. Thanks for sharing the good news! 
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Jun 02, 2020 at 09:24 AM
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Glad you have some information now. __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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Jun 02, 2020 at 09:42 AM
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__________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Caplyta 42 mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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Jun 02, 2020 at 09:52 AM
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I'm happy that they have listened to you...
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Jun 02, 2020 at 10:13 AM
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I am more focused now, yesterday I got a kitten. Though, I feel like a fraud. I am not really agitated rigth now. I feel awful feeling like a fraud, too much noises and screams inside my head. But I am fine. Mixed, dysphoric hipomania. __________________ Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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