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Default Jul 07, 2020 at 08:41 AM
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Lia .. As always I demand a Pic of this outfit and silver liner??? I know that is gonna make your eyes pop ! Yeah Jordan will benefit LOL


Your country and the decision to knock cigs to the black market is retarded , but Hey Shes raking in Millions


Maybe split AD in half??? could be a happy medium? I dunno can you call Parker Monday am and ask him ??


I just dont wanna have to paddle to you and glue you back together unless it includes fruity drinks with umbrellas on the beach...But then hey
Won't need to call Parker, he trusts me to tweak, so I think I'll take your advice and half it.

Although I won't mind some fruity drinks with umbrellas.

Will model for you and text you a pic. The cool insomnia club #2

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Default Jul 07, 2020 at 10:20 AM
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Nada last nt. Maybe aftrn. nap...

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I slept really well last night. Dreamed of being on a big spaceship, earth built. It had walls and wall of old timey computers with wheel tapes and tons of dark green cords connecting it all. The commander was a woman in her late 30's with blondish hair. There was a tech who looked like an elf. And just before I woke up we were given a communication from command that we would have to pay for candy and gum.

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Default Jul 07, 2020 at 07:53 PM
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I spent 5 days inpatients - and barely slept. However, since getting home last Wednesday I have been sleeping very well.
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Default Jul 07, 2020 at 11:57 PM
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My Pdoc prescribed Ambien yesterday. So I did get 8 hours , its not a Natural sleep so that kinda sucks but its okay I was knocked out.

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Default Jul 08, 2020 at 10:00 AM
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Well, 9 hours or so. Maybe today will be better.

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It's 5:30am here and i have not slept. This is highly unusual for me. I am a normally a good sleeper. I've been resting in the daytime tho and that's probably not doing anything good for my night-time sleep.

Also, the junior superintendent yelled at me yesterday as my delivery man parked in the "fire lane." This is the lane in front of the building where all delivery men park. He said he got into an argument with the delivery man and wanted me to complain to the man's employer. Ha! That is between the two of them.

I'll advise future deliveries to park elsewhere tho. The junior superintendent is a very excitable man who has tons of energy and nothing to do outside of work hours. It's not the first time he's hassled me about minor points of house rules. Guess he's got nothing else to do.

Anyways, my hopes for a benzo taper have gone up in smoke as i don't want to be withdrawing when i already have insomnia.

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Default Jul 09, 2020 at 06:15 AM
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well, Albert snuck under my comforter and started chasing both o fmy legs at 0357, even though bother were totally motionless, so, up now. Got some sleep, maybe 6 hours, maybe 5. Onward.

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Default Jul 09, 2020 at 05:22 PM
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More sleep but I am tired of the chemical knocked down sleep so will skip Ambien tonight. Might stay up and watch some ER I have like 14-16 recorded.. I need some quiet time to just check out and fall into the TV Show.. '

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Default Jul 10, 2020 at 07:08 PM
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I got a few very broken hour as expected. Ambien is not something that I will take daily, It loses effectiveness super fast , so i usually wait until Im half dead from lack of sleep.. Meh!

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I don't know what to do to sleep anymore. All the options are tried and either failed or have very moderate, occasional success. The best sleep I get is between 9 and 11 in the morning. My clock is turned around.

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I sometimes think I should move to Australia just because my clock would fit better with their hours.

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Not sleeping again - too many worries
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Not sleeping again - too many worries

I'm so sorry. If you want to share, what are some of your worries?

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This is the first time in almost 2 weeks that I haven’t slept good. I’m hoping to get back to sleep soon.

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Barely slept at all until this afternoon, when I crashed out for 90 minutes and now feel lousy. I'll take a small Seroquel tonight, which is very upsetting. But the lack of sleep is causing me to become depressed and that scares me.

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Default Jul 13, 2020 at 10:35 PM
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Dozed off a few times but PTSD nightmares started , after the second one I am done and I just get up..

Nammu ... Any dreams?

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Beth... I hope your able to sleep tonight.. I bet it feels great with that cast off..

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Thank you, Christina. You're a sweetheart

It does feel great to have the cast off. I wear the walking boot during the day, but not when I sleep. So nice.

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I'm having trouble remembering my dreams, I know I'm dreaming but they slip away so fast.

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