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Location: Czechia
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#801
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Do you have your electricity yet? If so, about what time? I need to check on my family living elsewhere that was also affected. They said there were tornadoes in Cape May area. Our neighbor had a big tree fall, too. Right across their driveway and their neighbor's. I don't think any cars were affected. Trees down all over the place. It's so odd. I heard the storm, but it didn't sound as bad as it turned out to be. When I went out and saw the results, I was like... "What the heck happened here?!?!" Life on the east coast! At least it wasn't another Sandy! I sleep through such hullabaloos all of the time, at night. At least it was during the day. My poor husband has to work tomorrow after all, I guess. I have a video appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow. Might be a phone call only. Last edited by Soupe du jour; Aug 04, 2020 at 10:04 PM.. |
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Elder
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#802
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Luckily we're back up and running. I think sooner than many after this storm. Last edited by Soupe du jour; Aug 04, 2020 at 10:18 PM.. |
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#803
Really enjoying music tonight. Just listening to a local radio station. Nice to have some pleasure. The day was grim tho i did go in a ZOOM mental health drop-in and saw an old friend. It sure is humbling seeing myself on ZOOM. I'm just not very attractive. Better that i know tho so i can dismiss any futile thoughts of romance. Oh well, i told a joke and i was the only one who did. My old friend laughed.
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Elder
Member Since Jun 2015
Location: Czechia
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Member Since Feb 2015
Location: Ohio
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#805
Woke up at 3am. Probably going to head into work early since I'm already up. We've been short staffed, so I've had extra work on my plate. I did get a small bonus for some of the overtime I've been working. I'm still enjoying being mostly stable. I am just trying to keep the stress of work from pushing me hypomanic. My pdoc gave me trazodone and klonopin to use to try to help me get to sleep. So far it seems to be helping. I had been having a lot of nights were I was either anxious or very restless, and it was taking me hours to fall asleep.
Got approval from my boss to buy 2 light therapy lamps for my 2 desks in the office. The lighting is crap where I sit. I find light and dark affect me a lot. Trying to get them ahead of change in weather. My pdoc had recommended it awhile back. |
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Elder
Member Since Sep 2008
Location: Scotland, UK
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#806
Again feeling really mellow today. Really tired though. Woke up at 7am which is unlike me and was dosing until 9am. Now had breakfast and chilling out
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Member Since Mar 2013
Location: NJ
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#807
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However, it is entirely possible that we won’t have power overnight again. If that’s the case I’m going to suggest to RS that we spend the night in a motel. It’s supposed to be much hotter today. I’m also going to call up my grandma and see if she has any extra freezer space. I really don’t want to lose all the meat. It’s expensive. __________________ Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#808
currently feeling quite angry.
J ust got an email containing the outcome of my most recent complaint to my team wow. the way they handle complaints is like.... sooooo bad. I may as well have just got off the phone to my door. |
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#809
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Our house was getting hot yesterday, too. I asked my husband if he thinks that was worse than when we lost power in the dead of a some nasty cold winter. It's hard to know. What is your view on this? I'm afraid that you will surely lose some food. I think our freezers were OK, but the yogurt and milk will likely spoil quicker than usual. I did give my husband some yogurt this morning, and I tasted the milk and it was OK. I have a blender in the fridge full of banana yogurt mixture I made in order to make frozen yogurt. It smells off. I'm going to dump it all. My sister and brother also have power again, They live near New Hope, PA, if you know where that is. |
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Location: NJ
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#810
Yes, bird dancer, it’s definitely too late for all the dairy I have. I’m going to chuck it. The fridge is still somewhat cold but I don’t trust it.
As for hot vs cold, I’m not sure. I absolutely hate the cold and am very intolerant to it, but at least if it’s cold you can bundle up in sweats, coats, blankets, etc. you can only take so many clothes off to relieve the heat lol. __________________ Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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Member Since Nov 2019
Location: In my head, mostly
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#811
I'm so afraid that fall and winter will bring a resurgence of the covid madness and that I will lose access to my therapist again. I haven't even recovered from last time yet, I'm not stable at all. I'm afraid if it happens again I will spin out of control like last time and be all alone in hell again. I don't know how I'm going to survive that. I'm going crazy just thinking about it.
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It is very easy to slide into a downward spiral worrying about the virus, especially when we focus on how it *could* physically, emotionally, financially, and socially impact us. There are a lot of "what ifs" we can ask ourselves. I am not dismissing your concerns at all, but all I am trying to say is that we should focus on ourselves and what we can do in *this moment*. So live in the moment, not the future. We can plan for the future by assessing the current trends, but we do not know what the future will hold, so we can go deep into the rabbit hole if we're always worrying about possible scenarios. If you have ever heard of Dr Mike (he is a doctor with a large YouTube channel), his phrase is "be alert, not anxious." I think that has helped me. |
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What worries me is that I might not be able to see my therapist anymore for another long time. I know from last time that teletherapy does nothing for me. I really can't cope without seeing her at least once a week, especially when I'm this unstable. If I suddenly lose access to therapy again for who knows how long, there's no way I'm not going to spiral out of control again. I don't want to live that nightmare again, especially when I'm not even over last time yet. The only hope I have is that as a country we're better prepared this time and the countermeasures won't have to be as drastic... I think it's inhumane to deny mental health patients access to proper help like that, I really do. I can't tell you how angry and sad I am about it. They basically just left me to rot for months. |
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Member Since Aug 2020
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#814
Feeling optimistic. Will join a new group which will lead to a new pdoc.
__________________ Bipolar 2 Currently on: Trileptal (300 x 2) Feeling: A bit hopeless |
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#815
My pain was bad enough last night to wake me up. I tried lying to myself and saying I woke up because I was thirsty. But I couldn't drink any water. Today I’ve realized that I’ve lost 4 pounds in a week without trying. I’m just trying to ignore everything. I have my doctors appointment on Friday. I’ve been feeling off and on under the weather. I’m just trying not to let this stress me out.
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please just try to take it easy on yourself. Distractions can help with over whelming things.I don't watch the news, read escapism books or look thru magazines, jig saw puzzle any thing that you can think of to make it thru the day. remember one day at a time.... bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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__________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#818
Sleeping my life away. Mood not terrible at the moment. Like Soupe suggested, maybe it won't last super long. I've done this so many times.
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Elder
Member Since Mar 2013
Location: NJ
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#819
Power! It was t supposed to come back on until tomorrow. They’re not even done taking the tree off the lines. Power company guy seems confused as to why the wires are still down but the power is back on. I don’t care! Sweet, sweet AC!
__________________ Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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I can think of some ways that therapy in person could be done while keeping both therapist and client safe, but it would take an investment of time and money. __________________ |
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