[Scooter9]

Our family friend has been moved to palliative care. A hospice wasn't available.

They're keeping him comfortable.

[bpcyclist]

First real rain today. Feeling a little sad. We need it, obviously. I have just had so many years od fall-winter depression and I tend to get quite frightened this time of year. Waiting.

Maybe it will be okay this year.

[Victoria'smom]

I only randomly cried once today. I had a piece of pizza. I switched most of my soda over to strawberry lemonade twist. I made an appointment with my pdoc (big deal for me). My CP is getting worse. My depression is still light enough that I can function okay. My husband is getting sick of cooking for us. So I have to start picking up slack. I'd just rather not eat then cook. We'll see. I guess.

[Polibeth]

Our whole household had to get tested for COVID after husband came down with fever and cough. I cannot go to work (brand new part-time job) until we all get negative test results. I hate to miss work.

Worried about husband - his fever was 103 now it's down to 100.5 but still. Son and I feel fine.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by Polibeth

Our whole household had to get tested for COVID after husband came down with fever and cough. I cannot go to work (brand new part-time job) until we all get negative test results. I hate to miss work.

Worried about husband - his fever was 103 now it's down to 100.5 but still. Son and I feel fine.

That sounds rough! I'm glad your husband's fever is down.

[~Christina]

Originally Posted by Nammu

Sir is laying on the recliner foot after having his 5 0’clock meal, treat and water! He’s king of all.

Well of course he is!!!! LOL

I'm sure he lets you know when your slacking

[~Christina]

Originally Posted by Polibeth

Our whole household had to get tested for COVID after husband came down with fever and cough. I cannot go to work (brand new part-time job) until we all get negative test results. I hate to miss work.

Worried about husband - his fever was 103 now it's down to 100.5 but still. Son and I feel fine.

Oh No !!! When can you get tested? Hopefully soon.

[Polibeth]

Originally Posted by ~Christina

Oh No !!! When can you get tested? Hopefully soon.

We were already tested this morning - we are fortunate that there is a drive-thru testing site 15 minutes from our house!

Now the hard part- waiting for results

[scatterbrained04]

Trying to get myself motivated for the day. I have a lot to tackle. No patients in the office today, so I plan to use the day wisely. I've been filling in a lot due to being short staffed, so my work has really piled up. It's so stressful. The unfortunate side of management lol. Our new hire we hired about 3-4 weeks ago quit last week. She had to suddenly move out of town for personal reasons. So back to interviewing. Trying my best to get sleep at least to balance the stress.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by bpcyclist

First real rain today. Feeling a little sad. We need it, obviously. I have just had so many years od fall-winter depression and I tend to get quite frightened this time of year. Waiting.

Maybe it will be okay this year.

Same here. Sending best wishes and good thoughts that you escape it this year.

[*Beth*]

Originally Posted by bpcyclist

First real rain today. Feeling a little sad. We need it, obviously. I have just had so many years od fall-winter depression and I tend to get quite frightened this time of year. Waiting.

Maybe it will be okay this year.

I have anticipatory anxiety about the shortened days. Ridiculous, because I appreciate the cooler weather. Talk about mind/brain (dis)connection...

I hope this year is the year that brings you gentle peace instead of depression.

[wildflowerchild25]

I am not feeling mentally well still. I had nightmares all last night. I woke up in a state of anxiety that I’m still fighting right now. I managed to force a half a bagel down my throat after I realized we had no other breakfast food in the house.

I’m just thankful my student is suspended until Tuesday. I just have to sit and make it through the day. All the chatter in the classroom is bothering my head. Too much noise. And the students aren’t even here yet! It’s just my coworkers.

I just want to go home and go back to bed.

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by Polibeth

Our whole household had to get tested for COVID after husband came down with fever and cough. I cannot go to work (brand new part-time job) until we all get negative test results. I hate to miss work.

Worried about husband - his fever was 103 now it's down to 100.5 but still. Son and I feel fine.

Prayers. Hugs. Love.

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

Same here. Sending best wishes and good thoughts that you escape it this year.

Aww, thank you, Jennifer.

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by BethRags

I have anticipatory anxiety about the shortened days. Ridiculous, because I appreciate the cooler weather. Talk about mind/brain (dis)connection...

I hope this year is the year that brings you gentle peace instead of depression.

Seems like this is going around. Hugs.

[MuddyBoots]

Possible trigger:

broken bottle+thumb=lotsablood. It hurts lol I'm so stupid.

Seeing some early warning signs for hypomania. Or maybe I just do stupid things. Last night was...interesting. Kinda pissed right now because I forget?

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by Sapien

Possible trigger:

broken bottle+thumb=lotsablood. It hurts lol I'm so stupid.

Seeing some early warning signs for hypomania. Or maybe I just do stupid things. Last night was...interesting. Kinda pissed right now because I forget?

Just be careful with the emails and the spending.

[Soupe du jour]

I am very behind here, I am afraid.

Christina, it is so lovely to read that Steve is much better. I'm glad you're getting a break from the heat and adjusting to the Seroquel a bit.

Moose, good luck with your move. I'll be knowing exactly what you're going through soon.

Wildflowerchild, I am glad you got support from your colleagues and a bit of a break from the student you mentioned.

Otroo, excellent that your bill came in far below what was expected. It always feels nice when that happens and I see that as a sign of an honest mechanic.

[Soupe du jour]

Well, we're in Paris again, but just an airport hotel. We have no desire to go into the city. We're tired, and frankly I am not that well. No, surely not covid. More the injury some may remember me mentioning the other day. Yes, I know a couple folks here recommended the doctor. Actually, I plan to go to my gp as soon as I get home, assuming that I am still not in good shape. I certainly hope it doesn't worsen enough to warrant it in France. It has, indeed, worsened in some ways. I am not sure exactly what the injury is, despite knowing how I injured myself (fall on steep spiral staircase). Something with a rib/back and neck? Who knows! My legs, toe, and elbow are fine now, with max, residual fading bruises. Gotta be honest and say the causes of the fall were likely a combo of carbamazepine (Tegretol) clumsiness and stress, not that spiral staircases aren't dangerous on their own. Also stubbed my toe yesterday and nearly tripped on a sidewalk curb.

Tomorrow afternoon we return to the US via Montreal, Canada. It will be a long arduous day!

Czech Republic airport officials have been quite tough on me, as an American. Some may recall that they almost didn't let me into Czech Republic from a flight from Spain, despite being married to a Czech citizen. Today, some very nasty airport official made a bit of a deal about me even in departures, asking if I had residency in Czech Republic. As with the arrival, a different official said to let me go. Next time I go to Czech Republic (likely in December), I will have an address in Czech Republic and a copy of my marriage certificate. That should hopefully prevent any hassles. I was even married in Czech Republic (in Prague), so can bring the Czech version. I also have a translated version explaining why my last name is different in Czech Republic. They sure can't question if I'm anyone else, but with the same name. From my internet search research, I am the only person in the world with my precise name. The one and only 😉! There should definitely not be a problem getting home to the US. However, legally we are supposed to quarantine for 14 days after arrival. No contact grocery deliveries are easy. Hubby is still working from home. We will have some workers over, but can mostly steer clear of them.

[MuddyBoots]

Maybe not hypomanic, just all over the place. Charting my mood and I think I've just designed a good amusement park ride.

I can see why my therapist and APRN don't want me as their patient/client. If I were a professional, I would give up on me and dread my appointments too. I'd kick myself out of groups too. I can understand where they're coming from. I gotta learn how to respect "the professionals" and their ******** rules, requests, and expectations because afterall I am paying to get some form of treatment from them. I've some apologizing to do.