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Default Sep 27, 2020 at 05:08 PM
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Wrote this years ago. Just found it.

Double Monkey Poem...
OMG I miss my Monkey man I do understand why he left though.

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Rant ahead.
******mit I'm a terrible person. Stuff with my ex we're still kinda together but I said something offensive and I thought he was like really leaving me and I freaked the **** out and then realized what I did and told him I still love him and begged him not to "leave" me (even though I already technically left him?). I need to learn to reign in the words before they slip out my mouth.
Ffs I gotta get sober so this madness will stop...even though the madness didn't stop before I was using and during my 8 months of sobriety
I just wish he could stop being so clingy and I could be as avoidant as I pretend to be.
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Default Sep 27, 2020 at 06:13 PM
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Double Monkey Poem...

I really like that. Good job

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Yes, evacuated. The lower slopes Of the mountain we live on are on fire. I’m more worried for our house than last time.
Yikes. You and your family -- and your house-- are in my thoughts.

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Ok, like last time, we evacuated to my in-laws’. It’s been a wild morning waking up at 0500 to get out as fast as possible. It’s hard to pack and load in the dark.
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Just hanging in there with my mild depression. It feels pretty permanent. Doubt i will get (hypo)mania this Fall.

@Daonnachd: How dreadful that you had to evacuate and that your home is threatened! You are in my thoughts. Sending good vibes.

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Default Sep 27, 2020 at 08:14 PM
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Here we are. A friend of ours on the fire brigade has said she expects the evacuation to last 7-14 days. :sadface: They're working hard to protect the houses in our area though. I still have hope. I sure hope the house doesn't burn; I forgot my kilt and the associated kit. I would be sickened to lose that, more than most other possessions.

But my mood still feels stable despite the stressors of the day. (Have I told you where we're staying?)

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Default Sep 27, 2020 at 08:19 PM
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******mit I'm a terrible person. Stuff with my ex we're still kinda together but I said something offensive and I thought he was like really leaving me and I freaked the **** out and then realized what I did and told him I still love him and begged him not to "leave" me (even though I already technically left him?). I need to learn to reign in the words before they slip out my mouth.
Ffs I gotta get sober so this madness will stop...even though the madness didn't stop before I was using and during my 8 months of sobriety
I just wish he could stop being so clingy and I could be as avoidant as I pretend to be.
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See if you can just get feet on the ground with like, four sober hours. Just go for four. Then, take it moment by moment. Do not worry about anything else. Try not to be cruel to yourself. Just start. Just start.

We love and support you. Noone ever thought I would get sober. If I can do it, you can do it. I am praying for you.

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Here we are. A friend of ours on the fire brigade has said she expects the evacuation to last 7-14 days. :sadface: They're working hard to protect the houses in our area though. I still have hope. I sure hope the house doesn't burn; I forgot my kilt and the associated kit. I would be sickened to lose that, more than most other possessions.

But my mood still feels stable despite the stressors of the day. (Have I told you where we're staying?)

where are you staying?

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...with my in-laws...

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Here we are. A friend of ours on the fire brigade has said she expects the evacuation to last 7-14 days. :sadface: They're working hard to protect the houses in our area though. I still have hope. I sure hope the house doesn't burn; I forgot my kilt and the associated kit. I would be sickened to lose that, more than most other possessions.

But my mood still feels stable despite the stressors of the day. (Have I told you where we're staying?)
I will keep praying.

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Here we are. A friend of ours on the fire brigade has said she expects the evacuation to last 7-14 days. :sadface: They're working hard to protect the houses in our area though. I still have hope. I sure hope the house doesn't burn; I forgot my kilt and the associated kit. I would be sickened to lose that, more than most other possessions.

But my mood still feels stable despite the stressors of the day. (Have I told you where we're staying?)
You're in my thoughts.
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Default Sep 27, 2020 at 09:00 PM
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I feel like I've been fighting with people all day and I haven't. I feel like some is behind me starring at me, no one is and I know it. I couldn't sleep last night without H there because of the feeling. My limited diet has gotten more limited but I'm not hooked on soda anymore. My head's buzzing and I'm struggling to take my meds. I don't want them taken away and I know I need them just...It's hard. IDK. I'm better but not at the same time.

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My pdoc added a new med today. If I wasn't hypo I'd probably remember the name. Let's see how this one goes
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Daonnachd, I am thinking of you hoping that the flames calm quickly.

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Yesterday I ended up never really doing much. Took a nap in the afternoon and then went grocery shopping. I managed to take out the trash and do the dishes but not much else. I wish I could get myself to do more on the weekends besides lay around and scroll social media. I'm not really even depressed, but I lay around like I am.

It's back to work today. I'll be going in a little late because I have to take my son to the dentist and then to school. Have a couple people we might hire. Will talk it over with the owner today and go from there.
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At 9 am, I will finally call my general practitioner about the injury I got in Czech Republic about 6 days ago (fell down steps). Some of it is still not recovering. In fact, this morning, in bed, I turned over and experienced an especially nasty shot of pain in my rib area, but in the front (same right side of body). I am assuming it's related, but also took some Alkaseltzer in case it was digestive system distress. Again, it is all slightly better during the day, but always worst when I wake up after being in bed for hours. All on my right side (neck, shoulder, upper to middle back, arm down to elbow). Sometimes when I move my neck, I hear a crack. Maybe in the end I will need a chiropractor????? Only if my GP says that is appropriate.
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I have a telehealth visit tomorrow with my NP and I don’t know how to tell her that I didn’t go from 300 mg to 150 mg of Wellbutrin as she told me to at our last visit. I disagreed with her, she wasn’t listening to me and I didn’t want to go back into a depression going into DST. Not looking forward to this.

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At 9 am, I will finally call my general practitioner about the injury I got in Czech Republic about 6 days ago (fell down steps). Some of it is still not recovering. In fact, this morning, in bed, I turned over and experienced an especially nasty shot of pain in my rib area, but in the front (same right side of body). I am assuming it's related, but also took some Alkaseltzer in case it was digestive system distress. Again, it is all slightly better during the day, but always worst when I wake up after being in bed for hours. All on my right side (neck, shoulder, upper to middle back, arm down to elbow). Sometimes when I move my neck, I hear a crack. Maybe in the end I will need a chiropractor????? Only if my GP says that is appropriate.
I must have missed that you had an accident. I am so sorry. I hope you start feeling better soon and that everything heals correctly.
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Soupe- I hope there come to be no major injury and for a quick and speedy recovery

Daonnachd- Praying for your family and dwelling

Wildflowerchild- Good luck in quitting the nicotine, you got this!
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