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I do not understand why they put you in this position with a potentially aggressive and untreated child. How long is this supposed to go on before someone actually intervenes to help this child? Do not get the thinking here. __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#782
My husband's psychiatrist has approved two weeks mental health sick leave for my husband. It's so sad that it's come to this! I understood his pain before the trip. I observed his extreme anxiety during our recent trip. Upon return home, he became desperate, and I believe he is depressed. Right now he's sleeping. He needs it. The whole year has been draining. He's afraid of the future, even more than I am. Oddly, as I have reached acceptance, and developed a bit of excitement about a move to Europe, Hubby is deep down grieving a bit. His whole childhood and early adulthood he had this dream of living in and becoming an American, and he eventually did. However, life in America is not the utopia he thought it would be. At least no more. I think that's common whenever a person has an extreme "Grass is greener on the other side..." mentality. Also, I believe he has feelings of failure going through his mind. He really shouldn't, though.
Life is an odd journey, for sure! I know that Hubby has benefited greatly from his time in America. He learned oodles, he has dual citizenship, and of course he found me As for me, I remember the first time I went to beautiful Prague, Czechoslovakia (as it was back then) thinking there was something about it that I couldn't put my finger on. Back then I didn't know my husband. Maybe I would never have even dated him if I hadn't traveled to Prague that time. And now, I'm moving to Czech Republic, with my Czech-American sweetheart! This morning, I had a tele-appointment with my nephrologist. It was one of the best appointments I have had with that doctor. He gave me lots of time and really listened. He even shared a bit about himself. I told him about my blood pressure readings yesterday. He wants me to record them twice daily for a week, and then consult with him again in three weeks. He may or may not put me on blood pressure and/or cholesterol medication. I told him about my trip and he wondered how I, an American, was even allowed there. I shared that I was a "wife of an EU country citizen". In response, he said that he is seeking joint American and Irish citizenship, and wishes to perhaps move to Ireland. Apparently one of his parents is originally from Ireland. In some countries, one can seek joint citizenship if a parent (or maybe even grandparent) was born in another country. I told my nephrologist that he will not see me after mid December. What he said in response surprised me. Just like my psychiatrist, he said that we could continue consultations via video conference (across the sea) as I adjust to my new environment. I mentioned that I will no longer have my current insurance after leaving. To that, he said that I should not worry that he would work something out that will be more than doable for me. Again, my psychiatrist said the same. I'm sure there are other doctors out there that would say the same, but not many. This type of situation certainly helps identify the "super treasures" in the world. Coincidentally, both men know each other and are similar ages. Both of their sons played soccer together. |
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#784
My son has quit vomiting so that's good. He was able to eat a little. He still doesn't have much of an appetite. I'm hoping that hes on the mend.
I didn't have a panic attack last night. It would be amazing if they stopped! But I doubt that's happening. I only got about 6 hours of sleep last night. Better than nothing. My sister is coming over tonight. Looking forward to seeing her. Hope everyone is having a good day. Hugs to those struggling. |
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#785
We are on a wait list for Friday for the movers, but it doesn't look good. I am calling friends and their kids to come help.
__________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Caplyta 42 mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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#786
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No contact would be best, but I support her and our kids, so, not an option. What I have done lately that has been extremely effective is to be totally non-confrontational and to constantly emphasize how much I love her and feel she is at heart, a fantastic person and momma. Which she is, within her neurochemical limitations. She lies because she is terrified. I love her. And this approach is really working for us. Hugs and love. You must take care of you. __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#787
I feel ok today I guess. My therapy session went pretty good. She had her fist under her chin a lot of the time and kept staring intensely at me for like 30 seconds at a time and It was kinda... arousing.
But my anxiety is kinda sucky. Basically just about covid and my surgery. I took an online test and it says I have a 5% chance of getting it and like a 00. something % chance of dying. But I am still just a nervous wreck in general although I don’t feel like that impending feeling of doom and anxiety that I felt on on Saturday. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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#788
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#789
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#790
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#791
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Yeah, I think we should all go camping or to the beach together someday. Wouldn't that be incredible!! All these distant people who help each other make it through the day, often more helpful than our own families? That would just be magical for me to be with all you guys someday for a day or two. __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#792
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#794
Moose, good move vibes sent your way ~**~**~**~*-----> Moose <-----*~**~**~*
Dao I love the table idea. __________________ |
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#795
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#796
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I wonder if you are turning some kind of corner. Wouldn't that be awesome! Miracles do actually happen. I have had a couple... Hugs!! __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#797
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#798
I have one friend and maybe one of her sons coming to help Friday. My 3 kids I have reached out to- they are all working or in school today, though, at the moment.
I'm tired and would like a nap. I tried to nap earlier, but there was too much going on. Now, it's so quiet here; it's lulling me to sleep- maybe I should stay up and just listen to music. There's plenty more to be done around here. Thursday Caleb will be here. We will go out to dinner that night and then Friday we will move and I hope he can stay into Saturday, but we shall see. Just depends on how the move goes and when we get done. Maybe he will help me to start to unpack? Or at least, set up the bed? __________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Caplyta 42 mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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#799
Hazy here, smoke not heavy today. The air stinks though, odd, bitter smell. There are a couple of fire engines parked outside of my apartment, I think the firefighters park in this town to take breaks from the actual location of the fires.
I'm waiting for my pdoc to call. I'm experiencing either severe anxiety or hypomania (I suppose it could be both) and I'm about going nuts. I hope it's not akathesia. I can't stop jiggling my legs, wiggling my feet, and tearing at my cuticles. My fingers are sore. But I have music playing in my mind that will. not. stop. Seriously feels like a radio turned on inside my brain. I'm almost to a point of tears over it. Does anyone know if akathesia can actually manifest as sounds or thoughts, or is it only physical? __________________ Last edited by *Beth*; Sep 29, 2020 at 04:36 PM.. |
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#800
I went to the dentist today and had a telehealth visit with my NP. I thought I’d be more nervous about the dentist but they followed strict guidelines. I mostly felt comfortable.
I diplomatically requested 300 mg of Wellbutrin and that my NP increase my Klonopin from 45 back up to 60 per month for anxiety. It went well. Thank you for the support. Hugs to all. |
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